oh yeah... is 2010 ^^
done with my 21st birthday n thinking i am free from some parents nagging me on relationship n studies. after they see how i live for at least 1 quarter of my life and that is if i alive till 80 years old.
just cant believe that is how much trust they have in me n i have to say that i am totally disappointed with them or maybe should say SHE in believing me n know who am i after all this years n i do think rational n dont do stupid things that regret in later life....!!!
geee.... seriously i feel so "yeah" on 2010 n being 21 year old.
i wanna shout on them that "HEY... i am not childish okay!!!! and i know what the hell am i doing for GOD sake SHUT UP...!!!"
~sake sake ying~
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
dont feel like telling why :'(
was with friend of mine out for a movie, n after dinner when i check my phone got to know about it.
in the car i try so hard to hold on my tears and at that every moment my brain totally blank. heart is pumping but i dont feel it cause it feels like tearing apart... try so hard to breath and to keep myself awake.
only bank and uncle came in to my brain and thinking about RM130,000. feel so stress n sad n dont know wat to do....
after back home and clam down a little, decided to try get my uncle, but after talking to him and judging from his voice make me loose all my control and senses... only think i know and feel is my face got tears and nose is blocked... breathing with my mouth n hand only know how to grab tissues.
it has been awhile i felt this way... the last time i cried so hard maybe is 3 years back. hope will find a solution soon...
~dont feel like telling why, Ying~
in the car i try so hard to hold on my tears and at that every moment my brain totally blank. heart is pumping but i dont feel it cause it feels like tearing apart... try so hard to breath and to keep myself awake.
only bank and uncle came in to my brain and thinking about RM130,000. feel so stress n sad n dont know wat to do....
after back home and clam down a little, decided to try get my uncle, but after talking to him and judging from his voice make me loose all my control and senses... only think i know and feel is my face got tears and nose is blocked... breathing with my mouth n hand only know how to grab tissues.
it has been awhile i felt this way... the last time i cried so hard maybe is 3 years back. hope will find a solution soon...
~dont feel like telling why, Ying~
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Feel something is wrong... :(
Last Tuesday, 29/9/09, i send in "assignment" for my Pro-Vice Chancellor scholarship. Had a CV inside, my next 5 years asipirition essay and also all the certificates and references letter. After sending in, we then had a talk or maybe should say a breifing on going to Australia. It was a bit useful on the 1st half but after that i get bored because they say almost the same thing.
If i able to go over to Australia, my classes will starts on 1st March 2010. Or else i think in Malaysia it will be January or February. That is not my point of writting this blog. Not sure why all of the sudden I feel not right about the whole scholarship thing and i starting to feel that i wont get it and some how feel extremely upsad about it. I have really high hope and put so much effort into this scholarship for past few semesters. Had work so hard internally and externally, had even pray to GOD all the time when i get the chance.
Feel extra down now. To be motivated to study Organisational Behaviour final exam which going to be held on Thursday noon is already sucked. Reason being it worth 25 marks and got 9 chapters which each about 20pages and so much theories and definitions.
Now it sucked more because i sense of myself do not even get shortlisted for the scholar interview. :(
~sad demotivated ying~
Friday, October 2, 2009
"starting to doubt myself"
My MSN PM is "starting to doubt myself"
Then my answer to this is
"Well... sometimes things is more complicating than u think it can be. Then when u decided to face it, you felt unprepared n then thats when you doubt your own ability. Then all sort of dissapointment and demotivation or emotional steps in and then u feel real bad or start to blame yourselves for facing the truth."
Think ying need to get or do something really crazy to be totally awake or be motivated :(
~monday blue ying~
Then my answer to this is
"Well... sometimes things is more complicating than u think it can be. Then when u decided to face it, you felt unprepared n then thats when you doubt your own ability. Then all sort of dissapointment and demotivation or emotional steps in and then u feel real bad or start to blame yourselves for facing the truth."
Think ying need to get or do something really crazy to be totally awake or be motivated :(
~monday blue ying~
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
the mrbrown show: army fighting language
This is super funny....!!!
For those who dont understand Hokkien or some chinese dialets, maybe u wont get some part of the joke. But I think this shows that to understand a country language is pretty important. Like Msia we have Manglish :P *so cool la....* *I dont know le....* And our neighbour country have something called the Singlish... ^^
the mrbrown show: army fighting language
Enjoy it ppl ^^
~good laugh ying~
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For those who dont understand Hokkien or some chinese dialets, maybe u wont get some part of the joke. But I think this shows that to understand a country language is pretty important. Like Msia we have Manglish :P *so cool la....* *I dont know le....* And our neighbour country have something called the Singlish... ^^
the mrbrown show: army fighting language
Enjoy it ppl ^^
~good laugh ying~
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
5 Minutes Management Course
Lesson 1:
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'
After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'
Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.
Lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift...
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest removed his hand But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'
Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.
Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager..
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after
lunch.'
Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.
Lesson 4:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson 5:
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.
Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..
Lesson 6:
A little bird was flying south for the winter.
It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!
*Guess what lesson 3 I read in class (during Financial Market) when Andrinne show me some post she found on the internet when she used her new wireless phone in class out of boredeem ^^ and also remember someone send me the same Email before some time ago.
*Guess god wants me to be inspire today ^^ hahaha..... i know the stories are funny but they are pretty meaningful.
*Will try to find out more "lesson" by asking Andrienne the web add ^^
*I personally like Lesson 6 most.
~inspired ying~ ^^
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'
After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'
Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.
Lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift...
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest removed his hand But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'
Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.
Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager..
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after
lunch.'
Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.
Lesson 4:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson 5:
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.
Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..
Lesson 6:
A little bird was flying south for the winter.
It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!
*Guess what lesson 3 I read in class (during Financial Market) when Andrinne show me some post she found on the internet when she used her new wireless phone in class out of boredeem ^^ and also remember someone send me the same Email before some time ago.
*Guess god wants me to be inspire today ^^ hahaha..... i know the stories are funny but they are pretty meaningful.
*Will try to find out more "lesson" by asking Andrienne the web add ^^
*I personally like Lesson 6 most.
~inspired ying~ ^^
Monday, July 20, 2009
Metropolitan 3on3 Basketball n Open Day
04 July 2009, Metropolitan College, 9am to 4.30pm
But as I saw DSLR camera (college camera) *excited* I had fun with it n did some busybody walking at the car park lot which transformed into basketball court (sorry...streetball court :P)
More pictures: http://www.facebook.com/photos/?ref=sb#/album.php?aid=121844&id=760163572
~ying going to work on Law of Investment now~
I told u guys I have been working, part of the reason is because of year end self-funded trip to Shanghai n also feels nice to have extra money for shopping :P
Hahaa...so this is one of the event that I worked during the weekend. It is the "3on3 Streetball" aka Basketball. I didnt help up with the basketball, some other student helper did as I am more familiar with the marketing department, so have helped out in the office comfortably under air-corn.
But as I saw DSLR camera (college camera) *excited* I had fun with it n did some busybody walking at the car park lot which transformed into basketball court (sorry...streetball court :P)
Here are some pictures ^^
More pictures: http://www.facebook.com/photos/?ref=sb#/album.php?aid=121844&id=760163572
~ying going to work on Law of Investment now~
ciao...!!!
Week 4 (I think) of Class
Seriously have no idea how did 2 weeks past so fast. The only thing i remember most is SLEEP SLEEP n SLEEP n then go for CLASS CLASS CLASS n also WORK WORK WORK......!!! (also rush Rotaract installation ticket design too)
For example, last week almost every night I fall alseep around at 10pm itself n on Wednesday, I actually slept at 8pm itself. Right after I finish my dinner n up lie down on bed n next thing i remember is next day 7.30am.
Wowwow... 11 hours of sleep n in between I am only awake maybe like few minutes to look at my phone n saw some miss calls n msges. But I throw my phone back on the table after reading the clock "3.30am".
But believe it or not, in my heart I think of getting up n study n revison since I have sleep so much :P Ofcause it didnt work since i slept 11 hours.
It has been awhile I have such good bio-clock in me. On Sunday, I actually automatically wake up at 7.30am. Hahahaa....but it lasted only few second n I continue sleep since I found my favourite pillow n right position (left side) n so I hug it n sleeppppppp soundly...... ^^
Oh ya......speaking about sleeping soundly, I actually have lots of nice n some weird dreams. Like me won a house, a big house with swiming pool n nice garden n whole lot of nonsense. And best part of all, I am back to Europe but not too sure what country is that :P *LOLness* (PARY ALL THOSE ARE REAL.......!!!! plz plz plz...I will be good kid ^^)
Anyway, in conclusion have done nothing really efficient or at less I didnt meet my minimum weekly disipline requirement that I set at begain of sem. Maybe should say I always try very hard but in the end will sure end up sleeping as I dont study on a study table, I actually lie down on my comfy bed to do work n even using laptop :P
Hehehee.... Guess intention does count right?! o.O
~ying wish to have productive week~
For example, last week almost every night I fall alseep around at 10pm itself n on Wednesday, I actually slept at 8pm itself. Right after I finish my dinner n up lie down on bed n next thing i remember is next day 7.30am.
Wowwow... 11 hours of sleep n in between I am only awake maybe like few minutes to look at my phone n saw some miss calls n msges. But I throw my phone back on the table after reading the clock "3.30am".
But believe it or not, in my heart I think of getting up n study n revison since I have sleep so much :P Ofcause it didnt work since i slept 11 hours.
It has been awhile I have such good bio-clock in me. On Sunday, I actually automatically wake up at 7.30am. Hahahaa....but it lasted only few second n I continue sleep since I found my favourite pillow n right position (left side) n so I hug it n sleeppppppp soundly...... ^^
Oh ya......speaking about sleeping soundly, I actually have lots of nice n some weird dreams. Like me won a house, a big house with swiming pool n nice garden n whole lot of nonsense. And best part of all, I am back to Europe but not too sure what country is that :P *LOLness* (PARY ALL THOSE ARE REAL.......!!!! plz plz plz...I will be good kid ^^)
Anyway, in conclusion have done nothing really efficient or at less I didnt meet my minimum weekly disipline requirement that I set at begain of sem. Maybe should say I always try very hard but in the end will sure end up sleeping as I dont study on a study table, I actually lie down on my comfy bed to do work n even using laptop :P
Hehehee.... Guess intention does count right?! o.O
~ying wish to have productive week~
Thursday, July 2, 2009
This is what happened when u got not enough sleep...!!!
Alright, I started my classes aka new semester on Tuesday. Best part of all, the night before I went bed slightly early but only able to fall alseep like 3am in the morning. Then have to get up at 7am is the worse part of all...!!!
Went class and all the timetable scew up, so many changes n some bitch in the class make so much of noice n due to one inconsiderate girl, majority cant change the slot of tutorial timing. She is a bitch man....!!!!
Anyway, so that Tuesday night i fall asleep pretty early but woke up some where around 1am and then sure online n play FACEBOOK :P hahaha... *FB-addict* and also online till like 3.30am.
Now the story happen...!!! Not sure what time, when I sleep n try to turn my body to the right, guess my face was too near to the wall and then BANG *OUCH.......!!!* my mouth hit the wall and then my teeth accidentally bit my own lip and bleeding...!!! :S
Haiz...next morning have to get up at 7am again for Law of Investment class :( *tired*
I try so hard not to open my mouth to talk so that no one can see the stain aka wound on my lip but cant help it to talk. Nic look at me unbelievablely when he hear my story n then during lunch time WaiKit n JianHan they just cant stop laughing. *sob sob*
Anyway, after lunch went Pyramid with JianHan n help him to shop for some clothes. Then dinner as well. Back home felt super tired cause the night before didnt have enough sleep. OH well...I still watch some drama before bed since i cant Facebook due to sis need to use the com for assignment.
This morning, had to wake up early (7am) also to work in office. (Facebook-ing, chatting n also blogging now :P)
Silly things happened n I realised what i did after 2 hours. I log on to Facebook and check out my plant as soon as I log in and guess what i did, instead of harvest it, I HOE my plant which ready to harvest. It means i kill the tree without harvest it and a pop out message appear everytime i do it and give me warning whether should I pull out my plant n I click YES...!!!
Gosh...... I didnt realised I actually wasted all my output and all the plant and also throw away my chances to level up and money after like 2 hours of me facing the com. *blur blur blur*
~unbelievable Ying~ *OMG*
Went class and all the timetable scew up, so many changes n some bitch in the class make so much of noice n due to one inconsiderate girl, majority cant change the slot of tutorial timing. She is a bitch man....!!!!
Anyway, so that Tuesday night i fall asleep pretty early but woke up some where around 1am and then sure online n play FACEBOOK :P hahaha... *FB-addict* and also online till like 3.30am.
Now the story happen...!!! Not sure what time, when I sleep n try to turn my body to the right, guess my face was too near to the wall and then BANG *OUCH.......!!!* my mouth hit the wall and then my teeth accidentally bit my own lip and bleeding...!!! :S
Haiz...next morning have to get up at 7am again for Law of Investment class :( *tired*
I try so hard not to open my mouth to talk so that no one can see the stain aka wound on my lip but cant help it to talk. Nic look at me unbelievablely when he hear my story n then during lunch time WaiKit n JianHan they just cant stop laughing. *sob sob*
Anyway, after lunch went Pyramid with JianHan n help him to shop for some clothes. Then dinner as well. Back home felt super tired cause the night before didnt have enough sleep. OH well...I still watch some drama before bed since i cant Facebook due to sis need to use the com for assignment.
This morning, had to wake up early (7am) also to work in office. (Facebook-ing, chatting n also blogging now :P)
Silly things happened n I realised what i did after 2 hours. I log on to Facebook and check out my plant as soon as I log in and guess what i did, instead of harvest it, I HOE my plant which ready to harvest. It means i kill the tree without harvest it and a pop out message appear everytime i do it and give me warning whether should I pull out my plant n I click YES...!!!
Gosh...... I didnt realised I actually wasted all my output and all the plant and also throw away my chances to level up and money after like 2 hours of me facing the com. *blur blur blur*
~unbelievable Ying~ *OMG*
Monday, June 15, 2009
Kuala Selangor, Sekenjang and Teluk Intan (31st May 2009)
Since bro, sis and I are on holiday and is a weekend. Also since my 2nd sis still having classes so we cant go anywhere else except for local. Thus, dad suggested to mum that lets go on a road trip ^^
It sounded fun at the begaining, but sitting inside the car whole day n travel from one place to another in a day is super duper tiring...!!! Plus Malaysia is so hot, we sweat like hell and dad spoiled my whitening plan during the holiday....!!! Gosh....!!!
First, we head to Kuala Selangor's fishing village that dad discover from somewhere (god knows where he did his research) where apparently all the fish that we eat everyday are brought from that market and will b kept in fridge and will last for a month at less.
After that lunch -- SEAFOOD....!!! *yeah* it taste so much better than France :P hahahaha....
Anyway, then an hour of drive to Sekenjang Paddy field and the awesome view seduce all of us to go down from the car even thou the weather is so hot......!!! (burning) (sweat like no body business...!!!) We ran to the paddy and take some pictures and then also visited 2 factory which handle different process or should say different kinda business. One of the boss was really nice and explain to us some stuff and show us around. Guess he take us as his grandchild :P
Then after that we head towards Teluk Intan for the Leaning Tower. Just look at the picture and yes... It does lean to the left. It was a clock n water tank and it supply water to the villager in those days. We did not went up to the tower as it was closed so just took some pictures and then went to the food court for dinner.
Teluk Intan famous for it's "Chee Cheong Fun" we had it in the food court. But then Weng Lee (i know him during last year's DIC aka Interact Conference) he stay there and he was kind enough to drive out and meet me in the food court and bring me to another place where he claim the "Chee Cheong Fun" is much better.
After that, we head back HOME and only reached home around 12am or 1am i think....!!! Super tired...!!! I am lucky as I am still on holiday but poor mum n dad suffer the next morning. *pity*
~Fun n Tiring road trip~
What a Wonderful Afternoon ^^ (27 May 2009)
yoke, me , sarah, yee
han and meAlright, will apologise for being late to Kim Gary meet up with u guys. Is my bad, but i would say is mum's fault for being late as well as she fetch me to pyramid and meet up with u guys.
It has been awhile seeing all 3 of them. So guess what, we actually sit in Kim Gary for 3 hours and chat (i think from lunch time to high tea time, guess those waitress over there wonder when we will leave our place :P)
Anyway, I order something YokeHan called it as "instant noodles" which is can cooked for me if u pay her RM5 ^^ (lady is still expensive :P) I know is some sort of instant noodles but honestly speaking i really feel like eating it at that moment...!!!
After that, Ms. YokeHan went home (wonder what she did after that :P anything with the BF :P) n left me, sarah n shockyee. So we catch the movie . A wonderful movie and after the show i understand why sarah dont mind watch the second time with us ^^
Oh ya... This days really hate when all my friends telling me "Hey, ying i am going over to UK soon" Sigh... This 3 ladies are leaving me to UK in i think 3 months time for law. Oh well... Gals, will miss u guys some much n hate u for leaving me in Malaysia :P
Lets have something again before u guys go k... PS: Sarah ur 21st Birthday :P *hahahaha*
Anyway, all the pictures below some the good old days we had and some are our gathering pictures after A-Level ^^ *enjoy gals* :-*
Nicole T Day
all Black day
han's Birthday + gathering
some free cincau "Papa Cafe" i think in pyramid
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
After IME :P
Finally....!!! Thursday will be my last paper and I will be on holiday :P
*yeah*
Today, after IME exam, the moment i walk out and return book back to the library i told Nic something lame but seriously that is what I feel.... "I smell FREE but not DOM yet......" Hahhahahaha.....
Alright, i feel demotivated to study for my last paper, Business Finance but I know got lot to study and need to score HD for this subject as it is not hard to score but got lot to read n know to get a HD. So "Workhard YING......!!!"
But before i start my study, I need to get some rest :P in my "pig territory" ;)
~ying want to sleep first~
*yeah*
Today, after IME exam, the moment i walk out and return book back to the library i told Nic something lame but seriously that is what I feel.... "I smell FREE but not DOM yet......" Hahhahahaha.....
Alright, i feel demotivated to study for my last paper, Business Finance but I know got lot to study and need to score HD for this subject as it is not hard to score but got lot to read n know to get a HD. So "Workhard YING......!!!"
But before i start my study, I need to get some rest :P in my "pig territory" ;)
~ying want to sleep first~
Friday, May 15, 2009
Ying is Blogging FINALLY
Oh Gosh....spiderweb every where....!!!! Hmm.....I think next time before i leave "my house aka my blog" for holiday i need a housekeeper to take care of this "house" :p
Sorry guys, i know i know i MIA (missing in action) for quite sometime and i haven't been updating my blog. I got so many complain :P Here u go... "Ying Finally Blog"
Hhaha.... anyway put joke aside, I was really unhappy about my Macroeconomics 2 paper as I not sure did i write my multiplier down nicely n did i use it for 1b and 1c to answer my equilibrium...!!! I was so blur n rushing to finish my paper as we need to write 6 essay in 2 hours (so ridiculas) anyway... if i really do it wrongly i think i going to fail or maybe just past which is some rubbish result i dont want.
Then today's Quantitative Analysis also some un-friendly paper which one word to describe "Sigh..." and plus "HD gone...!!!" "sigh..."
But...... Something i view on the internet 30 minutes ago make me feel extremely happy and this actually motivates me to study IME exam (next Tuesday) and also my last Business Finance paper ^^
Oh ya...after whole long story I still never tell u guys what happened. Hehehe...my France and European Union (Study Tour) result is out and I got HD - 81.5%. The best part is that this equivalent to 2 elective which also means 24 credit point.
WAKAKAKKA.......... I LOVE FRANCE :P
~happy n studious ying~
Sorry guys, i know i know i MIA (missing in action) for quite sometime and i haven't been updating my blog. I got so many complain :P Here u go... "Ying Finally Blog"
Hhaha.... anyway put joke aside, I was really unhappy about my Macroeconomics 2 paper as I not sure did i write my multiplier down nicely n did i use it for 1b and 1c to answer my equilibrium...!!! I was so blur n rushing to finish my paper as we need to write 6 essay in 2 hours (so ridiculas) anyway... if i really do it wrongly i think i going to fail or maybe just past which is some rubbish result i dont want.
Then today's Quantitative Analysis also some un-friendly paper which one word to describe "Sigh..." and plus "HD gone...!!!" "sigh..."
But...... Something i view on the internet 30 minutes ago make me feel extremely happy and this actually motivates me to study IME exam (next Tuesday) and also my last Business Finance paper ^^
Oh ya...after whole long story I still never tell u guys what happened. Hehehe...my France and European Union (Study Tour) result is out and I got HD - 81.5%. The best part is that this equivalent to 2 elective which also means 24 credit point.
WAKAKAKKA.......... I LOVE FRANCE :P
~happy n studious ying~
Sunday, March 29, 2009
STRESS LEVEL vs TOLERANCE LEVEL
TEST TEST TEST AND TEST is the only few words i would like and most appropriate way to describe what is going to happened to me WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK.......!!! :(
Consequences of this TEST TEST TEST is STRESS....!!! I can say that my stress level is at a PEEK. In business and economics we always see this term business cycle, there will be a peek/ boom time where very thing is at the highest point and also a tough point where it is the lowest point of the trade cycle. My stress level right now is at the -- PEEK......!!!
And if STRESS LEVEL is on the y-axis and relate it to my TOLERANCE LEVEL on the x-axis, i can tell you that this 2 variable will have a DOWNWARDS SLOPPING linear curve. Which also mean that my TOLERANCE LEVEL for nonsense is at the lowest point...!!! Thus, conclusion is that people this week no nonsense with Ying or else u will get a taste of the devil Ying treatment aka DIE...!!!
Ermp... I am so an economics student or I just study too much economics for the past 2 days (I got 13 topics to read for this whole weekend)...!!! O.o
Cant believe I actually use graph and some slope to describe my STRESS LEVEL N TOLERANCE LEVEL ^^ *speechless*
~ying need to go back study~
Consequences of this TEST TEST TEST is STRESS....!!! I can say that my stress level is at a PEEK. In business and economics we always see this term business cycle, there will be a peek/ boom time where very thing is at the highest point and also a tough point where it is the lowest point of the trade cycle. My stress level right now is at the -- PEEK......!!!
And if STRESS LEVEL is on the y-axis and relate it to my TOLERANCE LEVEL on the x-axis, i can tell you that this 2 variable will have a DOWNWARDS SLOPPING linear curve. Which also mean that my TOLERANCE LEVEL for nonsense is at the lowest point...!!! Thus, conclusion is that people this week no nonsense with Ying or else u will get a taste of the devil Ying treatment aka DIE...!!!
Ermp... I am so an economics student or I just study too much economics for the past 2 days (I got 13 topics to read for this whole weekend)...!!! O.o
Cant believe I actually use graph and some slope to describe my STRESS LEVEL N TOLERANCE LEVEL ^^ *speechless*
~ying need to go back study~
Friday, March 27, 2009
I LOVE FRIDAY........!!! (FINALLY)
FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY......... IS FRIDAY.....!!! I AM GOING TO END MY DISASTER WEEK SOOOOONNN.....!!!
What a week i should say :(
Everyday need to get up at 7am in order to come to college at 8am. Then have class and only get to go home in the late evening maybe like 6pm?! O.o
My Monday and Tuesday was even better classes starts at 9am to 5.30pm and best part of all is that is non-stop and no break at all in between :( and I dont get 2 days off which i usually do for this semester...!!!
I somehow like this Visiting Lecturer timetable (for 2 subjects) where got no clashes with rest of my classes and so i dont need to skip or forgone any other classes. But in return you will "feel good" where you have extra 8 hours of class and no reason for you to skip classes.......!!!
Seriously right now if i were to faint down and the next thing I know when I wake up is that I end up in a bed or in the hospital or anywhere, I wont be surprise. Because I feel really headache and tired and my eye very sore :(
This week my average sleep for 5 days down the road is only 5.5hours a night :( which normally i take 8 hours of sleep everyday :(
This week seriously thanks to Nic in class. He has been so productive in terms of writing notes down. Trust me you need that skills and amount of concentration to do it when you have a crazy lecturer which keep telling good and nice information in class (sadly i see him for 2 subjects aka 4 hours a day). Only thing I tell him in class is "Thanks Nic" then i starts to draw silly stuff in class and try my level best to copy n listen what he say to minimise my waste of time for coming to class :(
Also, Clem for being understanding and keep nag me to sleep :P but he is doing a right thing. Where seriously I really need enough sleep to concentrate in class :(
~ying needs sleep~
What a week i should say :(
Everyday need to get up at 7am in order to come to college at 8am. Then have class and only get to go home in the late evening maybe like 6pm?! O.o
My Monday and Tuesday was even better classes starts at 9am to 5.30pm and best part of all is that is non-stop and no break at all in between :( and I dont get 2 days off which i usually do for this semester...!!!
I somehow like this Visiting Lecturer timetable (for 2 subjects) where got no clashes with rest of my classes and so i dont need to skip or forgone any other classes. But in return you will "feel good" where you have extra 8 hours of class and no reason for you to skip classes.......!!!
Seriously right now if i were to faint down and the next thing I know when I wake up is that I end up in a bed or in the hospital or anywhere, I wont be surprise. Because I feel really headache and tired and my eye very sore :(
This week my average sleep for 5 days down the road is only 5.5hours a night :( which normally i take 8 hours of sleep everyday :(
This week seriously thanks to Nic in class. He has been so productive in terms of writing notes down. Trust me you need that skills and amount of concentration to do it when you have a crazy lecturer which keep telling good and nice information in class (sadly i see him for 2 subjects aka 4 hours a day). Only thing I tell him in class is "Thanks Nic" then i starts to draw silly stuff in class and try my level best to copy n listen what he say to minimise my waste of time for coming to class :(
Also, Clem for being understanding and keep nag me to sleep :P but he is doing a right thing. Where seriously I really need enough sleep to concentrate in class :(
~ying needs sleep~
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
I WANT TO BE ALONE......!!!
Tonight I realised something, give up is not the scariest or saddest action or worse feeling u can feel in your life.
Give up doesn't mean anything to me anymore. If you think I have some ultimate strong fighting spirit or I decided to push myself all the way till the end until i reach my mission..... I can tell you the answer is NO NO NO NO.....!!!! Sadly the answer is NO...!!! I don't have any fighting spirit in me now...!!! Seriously......
That is because I don't even know how a give up feelings should feel like... should I give up waiting... should I to continue with my what so ever spirit... I really don't know what word should I use to describe my feeling right now... Izzit miserable?! Izzit sad?! Or some economic term diseconomy of scale?!
I don't know....!!! I really don't know....!!! =.=
I am physically, mentally and even emotionally exhausted.... :( Cant think properly and rationally anymore...!!!
ONLY THING I KNOW NOW IS THAT "I WANT TO BE ALONE......!!!"
~tired ying~
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Going to "LOVE" my BLACK TUESDAY
Great........!!!!
I think even the God pity me and crying for my long miserable class from 9am to 5.30pm. I am talking about non-stop and no break in between classes...!!! :(
How would I wish right now I am still sleeping inside my bed and not going to sit in some class which going to kick start my miserable day :(
And due to the rain, I experienced the massive traffic-jam which is so common and popular in Malaysia every morning and it get worse when it rain....!!!
~ying going to "love" her day~
I think even the God pity me and crying for my long miserable class from 9am to 5.30pm. I am talking about non-stop and no break in between classes...!!! :(
How would I wish right now I am still sleeping inside my bed and not going to sit in some class which going to kick start my miserable day :(
And due to the rain, I experienced the massive traffic-jam which is so common and popular in Malaysia every morning and it get worse when it rain....!!!
~ying going to "love" her day~
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Dont Judge A Book By It's Cover :P
Recently there is one new advertisement that catch my attention. Is the yellow phone operator MSN on mobile advertisement. The boy is going on a blind date. So he asked around and get some suggestions. So one of his guy friend said that "buy some flower" and then after while another girl said "not forget choco n candy" (cant really remember the exact word but something like this) So you see that guy holding flowers and a heart shape choco candy box and then he bump into a tall ugly and fat women who happen to be his blind date. She was so excited to meet that boy and she yelled "are you Danny boy...?! Danny boy..........!!!" she's delight to see him (assume his name is Danny :P) but "Danny boy" frighten by that girl's appearance I think (very high chance) and he ran away as fast as possible. That poor girl picked the flower and choco box dropped by Danny boy and chase after him with the "please wait for me" gesture... Then the advertisement end...!!!
The thing is that why guys (i say girl too :P) always judge a girl appearance?! I am not saying that appearance is not important as i also like pretty stuff and Nic and some of us actually discuss before that if anyone tell us that appearance doesn't matter i can tell u that person is lying...!!! The most important thing is what you do after that... After u say "that girl or boy is ugly" in your heart, will you actually continue be friend with her and talk to her?! Or you will just ignore and run away like Danny boy?!"
If u actually make friend with the ugly person that u meet and then treat her/him like your friend then u can say that "looks doesn't matter".
Why do i actually say that because I think someone did that to me before when i was young, when i first started to use chat room and make friends. Someone actually did something like this to me before indirectly but i can feel it...!!! In the first place itself he is not good looking either and why on earth he is judging me?! I didn't even say "Gosh...this guy is so ugly" in my heart...!!! Only different between me and that advertisement is that i am not fat and i wasn't on a date in the first place.
He himself just came to my school and looked for me. He did say "hi" to me and then walked off and after that day onwards we didn't talk to each other till one fine day he saw me again in college hang out area. He saw me and wasn't sure if is me so he called me after awhile and asked about it...!!! Pathetic bustard...!!! My heart was like thinking "how can i forget u this UGLY HEARTED fella......?!"
~ying dont like ppl judge a book by it's cover~
Friday, March 20, 2009
...MSN....
Okay i got no idea why my MSN is not working tonight......!!!
Think will just give up and go sleep since is 4am already (but i dont feel sleep?!) O.o
Think will just Miss talking to Clem......
~MSN....!!!~
Think will just give up and go sleep since is 4am already (but i dont feel sleep?!) O.o
Think will just Miss talking to Clem......
~MSN....!!!~
My 2009 mid-term Holiday...
My mid term holiday is coming to an end... I think i did a lot in terms of study and also fun and in the same time get lots of sleep as well :P
Hahaha....been having like 9hours of sleep everyday and is so nice to be able to get up and not worry about time and can just lazy around on the bed till u satisfied only get up and brush your teeth and go down have late breakfast and lunch :P
Then go download some shows and then Facebook and also read newspaper. Then in the evening watch TV and MSN.
At night after dinner, start to read, catch up and get all the question marks topic clear up. Actually I study the whole topic all over again so i get a better picture about the whole god damn it topic...!!! After that just to make sure i fully understand it, i will just do the questions inside the course guide. Oh well...technically i have cover all the 4 topics for Business Finance which is going to be tested soon and hope i truly understand everything ^^
But i am still clueless about International Monetary Economics because i fall asleep twice for reading that book twice...!!!
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Also, is so nice get to chat with Jian Han which now in Aussie, who started is 4th week of class on MSN on Thursdat night.
Hahhaha...he told me he speaks more mandrine and cantonese in Australia more than he does in Malaysia. Reason behind it is all his friends around him that he hang out with are from China or Hong Kong. *sad for him*
Also complain that he cant find anyone to company him to study because no one care about study when there are tonnes of parties and bars all around and all is within his area :P
(I know u reading, JIAN HAN IS A PARTY ANIMAL......!!!)
Oh well~~ God bless him ^^
~ying think she going to sleep~
Bonne nuit (Good Night)
Hahaha....been having like 9hours of sleep everyday and is so nice to be able to get up and not worry about time and can just lazy around on the bed till u satisfied only get up and brush your teeth and go down have late breakfast and lunch :P
Then go download some shows and then Facebook and also read newspaper. Then in the evening watch TV and MSN.
At night after dinner, start to read, catch up and get all the question marks topic clear up. Actually I study the whole topic all over again so i get a better picture about the whole god damn it topic...!!! After that just to make sure i fully understand it, i will just do the questions inside the course guide. Oh well...technically i have cover all the 4 topics for Business Finance which is going to be tested soon and hope i truly understand everything ^^
But i am still clueless about International Monetary Economics because i fall asleep twice for reading that book twice...!!!
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Also, is so nice get to chat with Jian Han which now in Aussie, who started is 4th week of class on MSN on Thursdat night.
Hahhaha...he told me he speaks more mandrine and cantonese in Australia more than he does in Malaysia. Reason behind it is all his friends around him that he hang out with are from China or Hong Kong. *sad for him*
Also complain that he cant find anyone to company him to study because no one care about study when there are tonnes of parties and bars all around and all is within his area :P
(I know u reading, JIAN HAN IS A PARTY ANIMAL......!!!)
Oh well~~ God bless him ^^
~ying think she going to sleep~
Bonne nuit (Good Night)
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