Lonely Feeling

Some times seriously doubt one thing, a girl who are independent, capable, strong, outgoing and powerful are harder to get a guys to pamper, care and love them....?!

Maybe guys feel and look small when they are with them or their ego and self-esteem to protect a girl is not fulfilled.

Or is just those independent, capable, strong girl set too high standard and require for themselves and others and make life even more stressful for everyone besides them who tried so hard and long to break in the wall, barriers and obstacle.........

Honestly speaking, girls who look independent and capable in all their daily life, routine and able to give a fight confidently with all the board of director or a leader for a team or the one who always gives people the "girl, women power" impression kinda thing, terms, description or what ever equilvalent........

Deep down inside she may be the one who has less confident when it come to love.

Normally they are the one who had the less confident when it comes to love, the one being irrational and the one who unable to fight back confidently with the other half of them, the one who found to be most lost in the "war"...... (aka love war)

SIGH........!!!!

THOSE PATHETIC MONKEYS

THOSE PATHETIC MONKEYS AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN........... (YES PEOPLE THE GOT NO LIFE, IF SO HAPPENED THE QUESTION COME ACROSS YOUR MIND) IN FTZ AND THAT

1. ROBIN LIEW (TEAM LEADER)
2. NICHOLAS TAN

THROW THE ASSIGNMENT PRINTING TASK TO ME AND ANDRIENNE......!!! *POOR THING*

31/07/08 in college

{why no update one}

{ying, why still the same post}

{ying, why you so busy}

{ying... ying... ying... ying... ying... ying.... your blog....}

okay all my dearest and lovely darling that i miss the most. i am not MIA (missing in action) from blogging.

is just that recently really got no time to blog. only thing i do when i go online is FACEBOOK only and click on my dragon and then see who buy me and who buy my pet and all. thats why lo... and then no time to load those pic that i took using my phone to the computer so decided not to blog lo... (picture spells a thousand words)

anyway, today is so so so so super dupeer HOT... (i mean the weather ppl, if wanna say i hot i dun mind also... LOL... OPPSSS....)

okay...as usual go class today and then had break and then those monkey (hmmm...since when i started to categories those group of guys as monkey... *blur* anyway....) wanna go DOTA so okay lo... me and adrinee no choice to follow them into FTZ again.

i play the first game with them and while trying to learn i killed JOHN accidentally and got killed by SUNHAN once and rest of the time is those creep kill me... *swt* very slow and noob in this fast thinking and strategy game.

then we miss the first hour of marketing class, haiz...expected...!!!

wanted to skip but since she gonna give break in between the two hours of class and we got nothing to do other than staying in the hot hot canteen and do nothing, we decided to go in (curi masuk actually...) and sit inside to show face a bit. wonder my lecturer realised or not, answer is yes cause she asked "you guys just enter right....?!" her look is super funny and speechless. MUAHAHAHA.... GOSH....

basically me and adrinee sit at the back we open the page she discussing, we talking at ourself and eye looking at her. hahaa....we talk a lot about guys, including those monkey that we hang out with and then eventually go to our EX-BF and then her bf and then our guys experience (those sick and pathetic story) *is fun anyway*

and last but not less, finally we meet LAIPENG, the organiser for the MMG management game held in Jalan Ampang and we got our picture and a surprise poster which now on the MIMS notice board in the canteen and with our picture on top saying congratulation. (hope no one recognised me...!!!)


PS: it has been awhile i take bus to go home. today since the bus reach before i can get any cab so i jump into the NO10 bus. guess what it is so HOT and i am SWEATING like mad. the moment i reach home i feel like i just taken a bath or something.

PS: i dun wanna have dark skin, since i am under the sun for so long today, i am not gonna go under the sun for at less like one week....!!!!!