Last Tuesday, 29/9/09, i send in "assignment" for my Pro-Vice Chancellor scholarship. Had a CV inside, my next 5 years asipirition essay and also all the certificates and references letter. After sending in, we then had a talk or maybe should say a breifing on going to Australia. It was a bit useful on the 1st half but after that i get bored because they say almost the same thing.
If i able to go over to Australia, my classes will starts on 1st March 2010. Or else i think in Malaysia it will be January or February. That is not my point of writting this blog. Not sure why all of the sudden I feel not right about the whole scholarship thing and i starting to feel that i wont get it and some how feel extremely upsad about it. I have really high hope and put so much effort into this scholarship for past few semesters. Had work so hard internally and externally, had even pray to GOD all the time when i get the chance.
Feel extra down now. To be motivated to study Organisational Behaviour final exam which going to be held on Thursday noon is already sucked. Reason being it worth 25 marks and got 9 chapters which each about 20pages and so much theories and definitions.
Now it sucked more because i sense of myself do not even get shortlisted for the scholar interview. :(
~sad demotivated ying~
