Saturday, January 9, 2010


oh yeah... is 2010 ^^

done with my 21st birthday n thinking i am free from some parents nagging me on relationship n studies. after they see how i live for at least 1 quarter of my life and that is if i alive till 80 years old.

just cant believe that is how much trust they have in me n i have to say that i am totally disappointed with them or maybe should say SHE in believing me n know who am i after all this years n i do think rational n dont do stupid things that regret in later life....!!!

geee.... seriously i feel so "yeah" on 2010 n being 21 year old.

i wanna shout on them that "HEY... i am not childish okay!!!! and i know what the hell am i doing for GOD sake SHUT UP...!!!"

~sake sake ying~

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

dont feel like telling why :'(

was with friend of mine out for a movie, n after dinner when i check my phone got to know about it.

in the car i try so hard to hold on my tears and at that every moment my brain totally blank. heart is pumping but i dont feel it cause it feels like tearing apart... try so hard to breath and to keep myself awake.

only bank and uncle came in to my brain and thinking about RM130,000. feel so stress n sad n dont know wat to do....

after back home and clam down a little, decided to try get my uncle, but after talking to him and judging from his voice make me loose all my control and senses... only think i know and feel is my face got tears and nose is blocked... breathing with my mouth n hand only know how to grab tissues.

it has been awhile i felt this way... the last time i cried so hard maybe is 3 years back. hope will find a solution soon...

~dont feel like telling why, Ying~

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Feel something is wrong... :(

Last Tuesday, 29/9/09, i send in "assignment" for my Pro-Vice Chancellor scholarship. Had a CV inside, my next 5 years asipirition essay and also all the certificates and references letter. After sending in, we then had a talk or maybe should say a breifing on going to Australia. It was a bit useful on the 1st half but after that i get bored because they say almost the same thing.

If i able to go over to Australia, my classes will starts on 1st March 2010. Or else i think in Malaysia it will be January or February. That is not my point of writting this blog. Not sure why all of the sudden I feel not right about the whole scholarship thing and i starting to feel that i wont get it and some how feel extremely upsad about it. I have really high hope and put so much effort into this scholarship for past few semesters. Had work so hard internally and externally, had even pray to GOD all the time when i get the chance.

Feel extra down now. To be motivated to study Organisational Behaviour final exam which going to be held on Thursday noon is already sucked. Reason being it worth 25 marks and got 9 chapters which each about 20pages and so much theories and definitions.

Now it sucked more because i sense of myself do not even get shortlisted for the scholar interview. :(

~sad demotivated ying~

Friday, October 2, 2009

"starting to doubt myself"

My MSN PM is "starting to doubt myself"

Then my answer to this is

"Well... sometimes things is more complicating than u think it can be. Then when u decided to face it, you felt unprepared n then thats when you doubt your own ability. Then all sort of dissapointment and demotivation or emotional steps in and then u feel real bad or start to blame yourselves for facing the truth."

Think ying need to get or do something really crazy to be totally awake or be motivated :(

~monday blue ying~

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

the mrbrown show: army fighting language

This is super funny....!!!

For those who dont understand Hokkien or some chinese dialets, maybe u wont get some part of the joke. But I think this shows that to understand a country language is pretty important. Like Msia we have Manglish :P *so cool la....* *I dont know le....* And our neighbour country have something called the Singlish... ^^

the mrbrown show: army fighting language

Enjoy it ppl ^^

~good laugh ying~
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

5 Minutes Management Course

Lesson 1:
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'
After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift...
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest removed his hand But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'

Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager..
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 4:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson 5:
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..

Lesson 6:
A little bird was flying south for the winter.
It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

*Guess what lesson 3 I read in class (during Financial Market) when Andrinne show me some post she found on the internet when she used her new wireless phone in class out of boredeem ^^ and also remember someone send me the same Email before some time ago.

*Guess god wants me to be inspire today ^^ hahaha..... i know the stories are funny but they are pretty meaningful.

*Will try to find out more "lesson" by asking Andrienne the web add ^^

*I personally like Lesson 6 most.

~inspired ying~ ^^

Monday, July 20, 2009

Metropolitan 3on3 Basketball n Open Day

04 July 2009, Metropolitan College, 9am to 4.30pm

I told u guys I have been working, part of the reason is because of year end self-funded trip to Shanghai n also feels nice to have extra money for shopping :P this is one of the event that I worked during the weekend. It is the "3on3 Streetball" aka Basketball. I didnt help up with the basketball, some other student helper did as I am more familiar with the marketing department, so have helped out in the office comfortably under air-corn.

But as I saw DSLR camera (college camera) *excited* I had fun with it n did some busybody walking at the car park lot which transformed into basketball court (sorry...streetball court :P)

Here are some pictures ^^

More pictures:

~ying going to work on Law of Investment now~