was with friend of mine out for a movie, n after dinner when i check my phone got to know about it.
in the car i try so hard to hold on my tears and at that every moment my brain totally blank. heart is pumping but i dont feel it cause it feels like tearing apart... try so hard to breath and to keep myself awake.
only bank and uncle came in to my brain and thinking about RM130,000. feel so stress n sad n dont know wat to do....
after back home and clam down a little, decided to try get my uncle, but after talking to him and judging from his voice make me loose all my control and senses... only think i know and feel is my face got tears and nose is blocked... breathing with my mouth n hand only know how to grab tissues.
it has been awhile i felt this way... the last time i cried so hard maybe is 3 years back. hope will find a solution soon...
~dont feel like telling why, Ying~
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
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