should i gamble?!

should i take up this gamble?! i know gamble is bad but if u never do it you wont even get a chance to win... ( i am not talking about real gamble ppl...continue reading maybe you will get what i emoing now)


ppl around me tell me that i should try to gamble cause there is news saying that i might win but there some factors holding me back and i dunno is the news true or not.

am i brave enough to take out some of my "money" to gamble?!

i dunno is "it" joking about the gamble?

cause the news of me wining the gamble is not really that direct and the news is coming from a playful person or maybe i should say a person who have really bad record.

i shouldnt judge from "it" past event...?!

maybe i should?!

(i dunno and i am really confuse...)

maybe "it" is just a joke. because "it" is so colourful and every where "it" goes, this is what bee and butterfly loves.

"it" havent enter my room door fully. because the right now the only open space is the small whole underneath the door, the hole length is less than 1cm. i dunno should i open my door or not because i dun see anyone standing there. i can hear ppl knocking the door but no shadow at all. izzit a prank or i am blinded with something else...?!

i wanna flip back my past chapters and see what can i get from there as a reference and give me some guardians for my next step. but i dun find anything that can guide me. *sad*

haiz... well maybe there is one. "dun rush into relation when you havent know who is he well yet" so maybe i shouldnt park my car yet... i should be patient and go one more round and have a look is there a better place to park...

sigh......GOOD LUCK YING...!!!