was with friend of mine out for a movie, n after dinner when i check my phone got to know about it.
in the car i try so hard to hold on my tears and at that every moment my brain totally blank. heart is pumping but i dont feel it cause it feels like tearing apart... try so hard to breath and to keep myself awake.
only bank and uncle came in to my brain and thinking about RM130,000. feel so stress n sad n dont know wat to do....
after back home and clam down a little, decided to try get my uncle, but after talking to him and judging from his voice make me loose all my control and senses... only think i know and feel is my face got tears and nose is blocked... breathing with my mouth n hand only know how to grab tissues.
it has been awhile i felt this way... the last time i cried so hard maybe is 3 years back. hope will find a solution soon...
~dont feel like telling why, Ying~
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Feel something is wrong... :(
Last Tuesday, 29/9/09, i send in "assignment" for my Pro-Vice Chancellor scholarship. Had a CV inside, my next 5 years asipirition essay and also all the certificates and references letter. After sending in, we then had a talk or maybe should say a breifing on going to Australia. It was a bit useful on the 1st half but after that i get bored because they say almost the same thing.
If i able to go over to Australia, my classes will starts on 1st March 2010. Or else i think in Malaysia it will be January or February. That is not my point of writting this blog. Not sure why all of the sudden I feel not right about the whole scholarship thing and i starting to feel that i wont get it and some how feel extremely upsad about it. I have really high hope and put so much effort into this scholarship for past few semesters. Had work so hard internally and externally, had even pray to GOD all the time when i get the chance.
Feel extra down now. To be motivated to study Organisational Behaviour final exam which going to be held on Thursday noon is already sucked. Reason being it worth 25 marks and got 9 chapters which each about 20pages and so much theories and definitions.
Now it sucked more because i sense of myself do not even get shortlisted for the scholar interview. :(
~sad demotivated ying~
Friday, October 2, 2009
"starting to doubt myself"
My MSN PM is "starting to doubt myself"
Then my answer to this is
"Well... sometimes things is more complicating than u think it can be. Then when u decided to face it, you felt unprepared n then thats when you doubt your own ability. Then all sort of dissapointment and demotivation or emotional steps in and then u feel real bad or start to blame yourselves for facing the truth."
Think ying need to get or do something really crazy to be totally awake or be motivated :(
~monday blue ying~
Then my answer to this is
"Well... sometimes things is more complicating than u think it can be. Then when u decided to face it, you felt unprepared n then thats when you doubt your own ability. Then all sort of dissapointment and demotivation or emotional steps in and then u feel real bad or start to blame yourselves for facing the truth."
Think ying need to get or do something really crazy to be totally awake or be motivated :(
~monday blue ying~
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
the mrbrown show: army fighting language
This is super funny....!!!
For those who dont understand Hokkien or some chinese dialets, maybe u wont get some part of the joke. But I think this shows that to understand a country language is pretty important. Like Msia we have Manglish :P *so cool la....* *I dont know le....* And our neighbour country have something called the Singlish... ^^
the mrbrown show: army fighting language
Enjoy it ppl ^^
~good laugh ying~
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For those who dont understand Hokkien or some chinese dialets, maybe u wont get some part of the joke. But I think this shows that to understand a country language is pretty important. Like Msia we have Manglish :P *so cool la....* *I dont know le....* And our neighbour country have something called the Singlish... ^^
the mrbrown show: army fighting language
Enjoy it ppl ^^
~good laugh ying~
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
5 Minutes Management Course
Lesson 1:
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'
After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'
Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.
Lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift...
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest removed his hand But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'
Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.
Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager..
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after
lunch.'
Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.
Lesson 4:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson 5:
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.
Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..
Lesson 6:
A little bird was flying south for the winter.
It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!
*Guess what lesson 3 I read in class (during Financial Market) when Andrinne show me some post she found on the internet when she used her new wireless phone in class out of boredeem ^^ and also remember someone send me the same Email before some time ago.
*Guess god wants me to be inspire today ^^ hahaha..... i know the stories are funny but they are pretty meaningful.
*Will try to find out more "lesson" by asking Andrienne the web add ^^
*I personally like Lesson 6 most.
~inspired ying~ ^^
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'
After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'
Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.
Lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift...
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest removed his hand But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'
Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.
Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager..
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after
lunch.'
Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.
Lesson 4:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson 5:
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.
The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.
Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..
Lesson 6:
A little bird was flying south for the winter.
It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!
*Guess what lesson 3 I read in class (during Financial Market) when Andrinne show me some post she found on the internet when she used her new wireless phone in class out of boredeem ^^ and also remember someone send me the same Email before some time ago.
*Guess god wants me to be inspire today ^^ hahaha..... i know the stories are funny but they are pretty meaningful.
*Will try to find out more "lesson" by asking Andrienne the web add ^^
*I personally like Lesson 6 most.
~inspired ying~ ^^
Monday, July 20, 2009
Metropolitan 3on3 Basketball n Open Day
04 July 2009, Metropolitan College, 9am to 4.30pm
But as I saw DSLR camera (college camera) *excited* I had fun with it n did some busybody walking at the car park lot which transformed into basketball court (sorry...streetball court :P)
More pictures: http://www.facebook.com/photos/?ref=sb#/album.php?aid=121844&id=760163572
~ying going to work on Law of Investment now~
I told u guys I have been working, part of the reason is because of year end self-funded trip to Shanghai n also feels nice to have extra money for shopping :P
Hahaa...so this is one of the event that I worked during the weekend. It is the "3on3 Streetball" aka Basketball. I didnt help up with the basketball, some other student helper did as I am more familiar with the marketing department, so have helped out in the office comfortably under air-corn.
But as I saw DSLR camera (college camera) *excited* I had fun with it n did some busybody walking at the car park lot which transformed into basketball court (sorry...streetball court :P)
Here are some pictures ^^
More pictures: http://www.facebook.com/photos/?ref=sb#/album.php?aid=121844&id=760163572
~ying going to work on Law of Investment now~
ciao...!!!
Week 4 (I think) of Class
Seriously have no idea how did 2 weeks past so fast. The only thing i remember most is SLEEP SLEEP n SLEEP n then go for CLASS CLASS CLASS n also WORK WORK WORK......!!! (also rush Rotaract installation ticket design too)
For example, last week almost every night I fall alseep around at 10pm itself n on Wednesday, I actually slept at 8pm itself. Right after I finish my dinner n up lie down on bed n next thing i remember is next day 7.30am.
Wowwow... 11 hours of sleep n in between I am only awake maybe like few minutes to look at my phone n saw some miss calls n msges. But I throw my phone back on the table after reading the clock "3.30am".
But believe it or not, in my heart I think of getting up n study n revison since I have sleep so much :P Ofcause it didnt work since i slept 11 hours.
It has been awhile I have such good bio-clock in me. On Sunday, I actually automatically wake up at 7.30am. Hahahaa....but it lasted only few second n I continue sleep since I found my favourite pillow n right position (left side) n so I hug it n sleeppppppp soundly...... ^^
Oh ya......speaking about sleeping soundly, I actually have lots of nice n some weird dreams. Like me won a house, a big house with swiming pool n nice garden n whole lot of nonsense. And best part of all, I am back to Europe but not too sure what country is that :P *LOLness* (PARY ALL THOSE ARE REAL.......!!!! plz plz plz...I will be good kid ^^)
Anyway, in conclusion have done nothing really efficient or at less I didnt meet my minimum weekly disipline requirement that I set at begain of sem. Maybe should say I always try very hard but in the end will sure end up sleeping as I dont study on a study table, I actually lie down on my comfy bed to do work n even using laptop :P
Hehehee.... Guess intention does count right?! o.O
~ying wish to have productive week~
For example, last week almost every night I fall alseep around at 10pm itself n on Wednesday, I actually slept at 8pm itself. Right after I finish my dinner n up lie down on bed n next thing i remember is next day 7.30am.
Wowwow... 11 hours of sleep n in between I am only awake maybe like few minutes to look at my phone n saw some miss calls n msges. But I throw my phone back on the table after reading the clock "3.30am".
But believe it or not, in my heart I think of getting up n study n revison since I have sleep so much :P Ofcause it didnt work since i slept 11 hours.
It has been awhile I have such good bio-clock in me. On Sunday, I actually automatically wake up at 7.30am. Hahahaa....but it lasted only few second n I continue sleep since I found my favourite pillow n right position (left side) n so I hug it n sleeppppppp soundly...... ^^
Oh ya......speaking about sleeping soundly, I actually have lots of nice n some weird dreams. Like me won a house, a big house with swiming pool n nice garden n whole lot of nonsense. And best part of all, I am back to Europe but not too sure what country is that :P *LOLness* (PARY ALL THOSE ARE REAL.......!!!! plz plz plz...I will be good kid ^^)
Anyway, in conclusion have done nothing really efficient or at less I didnt meet my minimum weekly disipline requirement that I set at begain of sem. Maybe should say I always try very hard but in the end will sure end up sleeping as I dont study on a study table, I actually lie down on my comfy bed to do work n even using laptop :P
Hehehee.... Guess intention does count right?! o.O
~ying wish to have productive week~
Thursday, July 2, 2009
This is what happened when u got not enough sleep...!!!
Alright, I started my classes aka new semester on Tuesday. Best part of all, the night before I went bed slightly early but only able to fall alseep like 3am in the morning. Then have to get up at 7am is the worse part of all...!!!
Went class and all the timetable scew up, so many changes n some bitch in the class make so much of noice n due to one inconsiderate girl, majority cant change the slot of tutorial timing. She is a bitch man....!!!!
Anyway, so that Tuesday night i fall asleep pretty early but woke up some where around 1am and then sure online n play FACEBOOK :P hahaha... *FB-addict* and also online till like 3.30am.
Now the story happen...!!! Not sure what time, when I sleep n try to turn my body to the right, guess my face was too near to the wall and then BANG *OUCH.......!!!* my mouth hit the wall and then my teeth accidentally bit my own lip and bleeding...!!! :S
Haiz...next morning have to get up at 7am again for Law of Investment class :( *tired*
I try so hard not to open my mouth to talk so that no one can see the stain aka wound on my lip but cant help it to talk. Nic look at me unbelievablely when he hear my story n then during lunch time WaiKit n JianHan they just cant stop laughing. *sob sob*
Anyway, after lunch went Pyramid with JianHan n help him to shop for some clothes. Then dinner as well. Back home felt super tired cause the night before didnt have enough sleep. OH well...I still watch some drama before bed since i cant Facebook due to sis need to use the com for assignment.
This morning, had to wake up early (7am) also to work in office. (Facebook-ing, chatting n also blogging now :P)
Silly things happened n I realised what i did after 2 hours. I log on to Facebook and check out my plant as soon as I log in and guess what i did, instead of harvest it, I HOE my plant which ready to harvest. It means i kill the tree without harvest it and a pop out message appear everytime i do it and give me warning whether should I pull out my plant n I click YES...!!!
Gosh...... I didnt realised I actually wasted all my output and all the plant and also throw away my chances to level up and money after like 2 hours of me facing the com. *blur blur blur*
~unbelievable Ying~ *OMG*
Went class and all the timetable scew up, so many changes n some bitch in the class make so much of noice n due to one inconsiderate girl, majority cant change the slot of tutorial timing. She is a bitch man....!!!!
Anyway, so that Tuesday night i fall asleep pretty early but woke up some where around 1am and then sure online n play FACEBOOK :P hahaha... *FB-addict* and also online till like 3.30am.
Now the story happen...!!! Not sure what time, when I sleep n try to turn my body to the right, guess my face was too near to the wall and then BANG *OUCH.......!!!* my mouth hit the wall and then my teeth accidentally bit my own lip and bleeding...!!! :S
Haiz...next morning have to get up at 7am again for Law of Investment class :( *tired*
I try so hard not to open my mouth to talk so that no one can see the stain aka wound on my lip but cant help it to talk. Nic look at me unbelievablely when he hear my story n then during lunch time WaiKit n JianHan they just cant stop laughing. *sob sob*
Anyway, after lunch went Pyramid with JianHan n help him to shop for some clothes. Then dinner as well. Back home felt super tired cause the night before didnt have enough sleep. OH well...I still watch some drama before bed since i cant Facebook due to sis need to use the com for assignment.
This morning, had to wake up early (7am) also to work in office. (Facebook-ing, chatting n also blogging now :P)
Silly things happened n I realised what i did after 2 hours. I log on to Facebook and check out my plant as soon as I log in and guess what i did, instead of harvest it, I HOE my plant which ready to harvest. It means i kill the tree without harvest it and a pop out message appear everytime i do it and give me warning whether should I pull out my plant n I click YES...!!!
Gosh...... I didnt realised I actually wasted all my output and all the plant and also throw away my chances to level up and money after like 2 hours of me facing the com. *blur blur blur*
~unbelievable Ying~ *OMG*
Monday, June 15, 2009
Kuala Selangor, Sekenjang and Teluk Intan (31st May 2009)
Since bro, sis and I are on holiday and is a weekend. Also since my 2nd sis still having classes so we cant go anywhere else except for local. Thus, dad suggested to mum that lets go on a road trip ^^
It sounded fun at the begaining, but sitting inside the car whole day n travel from one place to another in a day is super duper tiring...!!! Plus Malaysia is so hot, we sweat like hell and dad spoiled my whitening plan during the holiday....!!! Gosh....!!!
First, we head to Kuala Selangor's fishing village that dad discover from somewhere (god knows where he did his research) where apparently all the fish that we eat everyday are brought from that market and will b kept in fridge and will last for a month at less.
After that lunch -- SEAFOOD....!!! *yeah* it taste so much better than France :P hahahaha....
Anyway, then an hour of drive to Sekenjang Paddy field and the awesome view seduce all of us to go down from the car even thou the weather is so hot......!!! (burning) (sweat like no body business...!!!) We ran to the paddy and take some pictures and then also visited 2 factory which handle different process or should say different kinda business. One of the boss was really nice and explain to us some stuff and show us around. Guess he take us as his grandchild :P
Then after that we head towards Teluk Intan for the Leaning Tower. Just look at the picture and yes... It does lean to the left. It was a clock n water tank and it supply water to the villager in those days. We did not went up to the tower as it was closed so just took some pictures and then went to the food court for dinner.
Teluk Intan famous for it's "Chee Cheong Fun" we had it in the food court. But then Weng Lee (i know him during last year's DIC aka Interact Conference) he stay there and he was kind enough to drive out and meet me in the food court and bring me to another place where he claim the "Chee Cheong Fun" is much better.
After that, we head back HOME and only reached home around 12am or 1am i think....!!! Super tired...!!! I am lucky as I am still on holiday but poor mum n dad suffer the next morning. *pity*
~Fun n Tiring road trip~
What a Wonderful Afternoon ^^ (27 May 2009)
yoke, me , sarah, yee
han and meAlright, will apologise for being late to Kim Gary meet up with u guys. Is my bad, but i would say is mum's fault for being late as well as she fetch me to pyramid and meet up with u guys.
It has been awhile seeing all 3 of them. So guess what, we actually sit in Kim Gary for 3 hours and chat (i think from lunch time to high tea time, guess those waitress over there wonder when we will leave our place :P)
Anyway, I order something YokeHan called it as "instant noodles" which is can cooked for me if u pay her RM5 ^^ (lady is still expensive :P) I know is some sort of instant noodles but honestly speaking i really feel like eating it at that moment...!!!
After that, Ms. YokeHan went home (wonder what she did after that :P anything with the BF :P) n left me, sarah n shockyee. So we catch the movie . A wonderful movie and after the show i understand why sarah dont mind watch the second time with us ^^
Oh ya... This days really hate when all my friends telling me "Hey, ying i am going over to UK soon" Sigh... This 3 ladies are leaving me to UK in i think 3 months time for law. Oh well... Gals, will miss u guys some much n hate u for leaving me in Malaysia :P
Lets have something again before u guys go k... PS: Sarah ur 21st Birthday :P *hahahaha*
Anyway, all the pictures below some the good old days we had and some are our gathering pictures after A-Level ^^ *enjoy gals* :-*
Nicole T Day
all Black day
han's Birthday + gathering
some free cincau "Papa Cafe" i think in pyramid
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
After IME :P
Finally....!!! Thursday will be my last paper and I will be on holiday :P
*yeah*
Today, after IME exam, the moment i walk out and return book back to the library i told Nic something lame but seriously that is what I feel.... "I smell FREE but not DOM yet......" Hahhahahaha.....
Alright, i feel demotivated to study for my last paper, Business Finance but I know got lot to study and need to score HD for this subject as it is not hard to score but got lot to read n know to get a HD. So "Workhard YING......!!!"
But before i start my study, I need to get some rest :P in my "pig territory" ;)
~ying want to sleep first~
*yeah*
Today, after IME exam, the moment i walk out and return book back to the library i told Nic something lame but seriously that is what I feel.... "I smell FREE but not DOM yet......" Hahhahahaha.....
Alright, i feel demotivated to study for my last paper, Business Finance but I know got lot to study and need to score HD for this subject as it is not hard to score but got lot to read n know to get a HD. So "Workhard YING......!!!"
But before i start my study, I need to get some rest :P in my "pig territory" ;)
~ying want to sleep first~
Friday, May 15, 2009
Ying is Blogging FINALLY
Oh Gosh....spiderweb every where....!!!! Hmm.....I think next time before i leave "my house aka my blog" for holiday i need a housekeeper to take care of this "house" :p
Sorry guys, i know i know i MIA (missing in action) for quite sometime and i haven't been updating my blog. I got so many complain :P Here u go... "Ying Finally Blog"
Hhaha.... anyway put joke aside, I was really unhappy about my Macroeconomics 2 paper as I not sure did i write my multiplier down nicely n did i use it for 1b and 1c to answer my equilibrium...!!! I was so blur n rushing to finish my paper as we need to write 6 essay in 2 hours (so ridiculas) anyway... if i really do it wrongly i think i going to fail or maybe just past which is some rubbish result i dont want.
Then today's Quantitative Analysis also some un-friendly paper which one word to describe "Sigh..." and plus "HD gone...!!!" "sigh..."
But...... Something i view on the internet 30 minutes ago make me feel extremely happy and this actually motivates me to study IME exam (next Tuesday) and also my last Business Finance paper ^^
Oh ya...after whole long story I still never tell u guys what happened. Hehehe...my France and European Union (Study Tour) result is out and I got HD - 81.5%. The best part is that this equivalent to 2 elective which also means 24 credit point.
WAKAKAKKA.......... I LOVE FRANCE :P
~happy n studious ying~
Sorry guys, i know i know i MIA (missing in action) for quite sometime and i haven't been updating my blog. I got so many complain :P Here u go... "Ying Finally Blog"
Hhaha.... anyway put joke aside, I was really unhappy about my Macroeconomics 2 paper as I not sure did i write my multiplier down nicely n did i use it for 1b and 1c to answer my equilibrium...!!! I was so blur n rushing to finish my paper as we need to write 6 essay in 2 hours (so ridiculas) anyway... if i really do it wrongly i think i going to fail or maybe just past which is some rubbish result i dont want.
Then today's Quantitative Analysis also some un-friendly paper which one word to describe "Sigh..." and plus "HD gone...!!!" "sigh..."
But...... Something i view on the internet 30 minutes ago make me feel extremely happy and this actually motivates me to study IME exam (next Tuesday) and also my last Business Finance paper ^^
Oh ya...after whole long story I still never tell u guys what happened. Hehehe...my France and European Union (Study Tour) result is out and I got HD - 81.5%. The best part is that this equivalent to 2 elective which also means 24 credit point.
WAKAKAKKA.......... I LOVE FRANCE :P
~happy n studious ying~
Sunday, March 29, 2009
STRESS LEVEL vs TOLERANCE LEVEL
TEST TEST TEST AND TEST is the only few words i would like and most appropriate way to describe what is going to happened to me WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK.......!!! :(
Consequences of this TEST TEST TEST is STRESS....!!! I can say that my stress level is at a PEEK. In business and economics we always see this term business cycle, there will be a peek/ boom time where very thing is at the highest point and also a tough point where it is the lowest point of the trade cycle. My stress level right now is at the -- PEEK......!!!
And if STRESS LEVEL is on the y-axis and relate it to my TOLERANCE LEVEL on the x-axis, i can tell you that this 2 variable will have a DOWNWARDS SLOPPING linear curve. Which also mean that my TOLERANCE LEVEL for nonsense is at the lowest point...!!! Thus, conclusion is that people this week no nonsense with Ying or else u will get a taste of the devil Ying treatment aka DIE...!!!
Ermp... I am so an economics student or I just study too much economics for the past 2 days (I got 13 topics to read for this whole weekend)...!!! O.o
Cant believe I actually use graph and some slope to describe my STRESS LEVEL N TOLERANCE LEVEL ^^ *speechless*
~ying need to go back study~
Consequences of this TEST TEST TEST is STRESS....!!! I can say that my stress level is at a PEEK. In business and economics we always see this term business cycle, there will be a peek/ boom time where very thing is at the highest point and also a tough point where it is the lowest point of the trade cycle. My stress level right now is at the -- PEEK......!!!
And if STRESS LEVEL is on the y-axis and relate it to my TOLERANCE LEVEL on the x-axis, i can tell you that this 2 variable will have a DOWNWARDS SLOPPING linear curve. Which also mean that my TOLERANCE LEVEL for nonsense is at the lowest point...!!! Thus, conclusion is that people this week no nonsense with Ying or else u will get a taste of the devil Ying treatment aka DIE...!!!
Ermp... I am so an economics student or I just study too much economics for the past 2 days (I got 13 topics to read for this whole weekend)...!!! O.o
Cant believe I actually use graph and some slope to describe my STRESS LEVEL N TOLERANCE LEVEL ^^ *speechless*
~ying need to go back study~
Friday, March 27, 2009
I LOVE FRIDAY........!!! (FINALLY)
FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY......... IS FRIDAY.....!!! I AM GOING TO END MY DISASTER WEEK SOOOOONNN.....!!!
What a week i should say :(
Everyday need to get up at 7am in order to come to college at 8am. Then have class and only get to go home in the late evening maybe like 6pm?! O.o
My Monday and Tuesday was even better classes starts at 9am to 5.30pm and best part of all is that is non-stop and no break at all in between :( and I dont get 2 days off which i usually do for this semester...!!!
I somehow like this Visiting Lecturer timetable (for 2 subjects) where got no clashes with rest of my classes and so i dont need to skip or forgone any other classes. But in return you will "feel good" where you have extra 8 hours of class and no reason for you to skip classes.......!!!
Seriously right now if i were to faint down and the next thing I know when I wake up is that I end up in a bed or in the hospital or anywhere, I wont be surprise. Because I feel really headache and tired and my eye very sore :(
This week my average sleep for 5 days down the road is only 5.5hours a night :( which normally i take 8 hours of sleep everyday :(
This week seriously thanks to Nic in class. He has been so productive in terms of writing notes down. Trust me you need that skills and amount of concentration to do it when you have a crazy lecturer which keep telling good and nice information in class (sadly i see him for 2 subjects aka 4 hours a day). Only thing I tell him in class is "Thanks Nic" then i starts to draw silly stuff in class and try my level best to copy n listen what he say to minimise my waste of time for coming to class :(
Also, Clem for being understanding and keep nag me to sleep :P but he is doing a right thing. Where seriously I really need enough sleep to concentrate in class :(
~ying needs sleep~
What a week i should say :(
Everyday need to get up at 7am in order to come to college at 8am. Then have class and only get to go home in the late evening maybe like 6pm?! O.o
My Monday and Tuesday was even better classes starts at 9am to 5.30pm and best part of all is that is non-stop and no break at all in between :( and I dont get 2 days off which i usually do for this semester...!!!
I somehow like this Visiting Lecturer timetable (for 2 subjects) where got no clashes with rest of my classes and so i dont need to skip or forgone any other classes. But in return you will "feel good" where you have extra 8 hours of class and no reason for you to skip classes.......!!!
Seriously right now if i were to faint down and the next thing I know when I wake up is that I end up in a bed or in the hospital or anywhere, I wont be surprise. Because I feel really headache and tired and my eye very sore :(
This week my average sleep for 5 days down the road is only 5.5hours a night :( which normally i take 8 hours of sleep everyday :(
This week seriously thanks to Nic in class. He has been so productive in terms of writing notes down. Trust me you need that skills and amount of concentration to do it when you have a crazy lecturer which keep telling good and nice information in class (sadly i see him for 2 subjects aka 4 hours a day). Only thing I tell him in class is "Thanks Nic" then i starts to draw silly stuff in class and try my level best to copy n listen what he say to minimise my waste of time for coming to class :(
Also, Clem for being understanding and keep nag me to sleep :P but he is doing a right thing. Where seriously I really need enough sleep to concentrate in class :(
~ying needs sleep~
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
I WANT TO BE ALONE......!!!
Tonight I realised something, give up is not the scariest or saddest action or worse feeling u can feel in your life.
Give up doesn't mean anything to me anymore. If you think I have some ultimate strong fighting spirit or I decided to push myself all the way till the end until i reach my mission..... I can tell you the answer is NO NO NO NO.....!!!! Sadly the answer is NO...!!! I don't have any fighting spirit in me now...!!! Seriously......
That is because I don't even know how a give up feelings should feel like... should I give up waiting... should I to continue with my what so ever spirit... I really don't know what word should I use to describe my feeling right now... Izzit miserable?! Izzit sad?! Or some economic term diseconomy of scale?!
I don't know....!!! I really don't know....!!! =.=
I am physically, mentally and even emotionally exhausted.... :( Cant think properly and rationally anymore...!!!
ONLY THING I KNOW NOW IS THAT "I WANT TO BE ALONE......!!!"
~tired ying~
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Going to "LOVE" my BLACK TUESDAY
Great........!!!!
I think even the God pity me and crying for my long miserable class from 9am to 5.30pm. I am talking about non-stop and no break in between classes...!!! :(
How would I wish right now I am still sleeping inside my bed and not going to sit in some class which going to kick start my miserable day :(
And due to the rain, I experienced the massive traffic-jam which is so common and popular in Malaysia every morning and it get worse when it rain....!!!
~ying going to "love" her day~
I think even the God pity me and crying for my long miserable class from 9am to 5.30pm. I am talking about non-stop and no break in between classes...!!! :(
How would I wish right now I am still sleeping inside my bed and not going to sit in some class which going to kick start my miserable day :(
And due to the rain, I experienced the massive traffic-jam which is so common and popular in Malaysia every morning and it get worse when it rain....!!!
~ying going to "love" her day~
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Dont Judge A Book By It's Cover :P
Recently there is one new advertisement that catch my attention. Is the yellow phone operator MSN on mobile advertisement. The boy is going on a blind date. So he asked around and get some suggestions. So one of his guy friend said that "buy some flower" and then after while another girl said "not forget choco n candy" (cant really remember the exact word but something like this) So you see that guy holding flowers and a heart shape choco candy box and then he bump into a tall ugly and fat women who happen to be his blind date. She was so excited to meet that boy and she yelled "are you Danny boy...?! Danny boy..........!!!" she's delight to see him (assume his name is Danny :P) but "Danny boy" frighten by that girl's appearance I think (very high chance) and he ran away as fast as possible. That poor girl picked the flower and choco box dropped by Danny boy and chase after him with the "please wait for me" gesture... Then the advertisement end...!!!
The thing is that why guys (i say girl too :P) always judge a girl appearance?! I am not saying that appearance is not important as i also like pretty stuff and Nic and some of us actually discuss before that if anyone tell us that appearance doesn't matter i can tell u that person is lying...!!! The most important thing is what you do after that... After u say "that girl or boy is ugly" in your heart, will you actually continue be friend with her and talk to her?! Or you will just ignore and run away like Danny boy?!"
If u actually make friend with the ugly person that u meet and then treat her/him like your friend then u can say that "looks doesn't matter".
Why do i actually say that because I think someone did that to me before when i was young, when i first started to use chat room and make friends. Someone actually did something like this to me before indirectly but i can feel it...!!! In the first place itself he is not good looking either and why on earth he is judging me?! I didn't even say "Gosh...this guy is so ugly" in my heart...!!! Only different between me and that advertisement is that i am not fat and i wasn't on a date in the first place.
He himself just came to my school and looked for me. He did say "hi" to me and then walked off and after that day onwards we didn't talk to each other till one fine day he saw me again in college hang out area. He saw me and wasn't sure if is me so he called me after awhile and asked about it...!!! Pathetic bustard...!!! My heart was like thinking "how can i forget u this UGLY HEARTED fella......?!"
~ying dont like ppl judge a book by it's cover~
Friday, March 20, 2009
...MSN....
Okay i got no idea why my MSN is not working tonight......!!!
Think will just give up and go sleep since is 4am already (but i dont feel sleep?!) O.o
Think will just Miss talking to Clem......
~MSN....!!!~
Think will just give up and go sleep since is 4am already (but i dont feel sleep?!) O.o
Think will just Miss talking to Clem......
~MSN....!!!~
My 2009 mid-term Holiday...
My mid term holiday is coming to an end... I think i did a lot in terms of study and also fun and in the same time get lots of sleep as well :P
Hahaha....been having like 9hours of sleep everyday and is so nice to be able to get up and not worry about time and can just lazy around on the bed till u satisfied only get up and brush your teeth and go down have late breakfast and lunch :P
Then go download some shows and then Facebook and also read newspaper. Then in the evening watch TV and MSN.
At night after dinner, start to read, catch up and get all the question marks topic clear up. Actually I study the whole topic all over again so i get a better picture about the whole god damn it topic...!!! After that just to make sure i fully understand it, i will just do the questions inside the course guide. Oh well...technically i have cover all the 4 topics for Business Finance which is going to be tested soon and hope i truly understand everything ^^
But i am still clueless about International Monetary Economics because i fall asleep twice for reading that book twice...!!!
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Also, is so nice get to chat with Jian Han which now in Aussie, who started is 4th week of class on MSN on Thursdat night.
Hahhaha...he told me he speaks more mandrine and cantonese in Australia more than he does in Malaysia. Reason behind it is all his friends around him that he hang out with are from China or Hong Kong. *sad for him*
Also complain that he cant find anyone to company him to study because no one care about study when there are tonnes of parties and bars all around and all is within his area :P
(I know u reading, JIAN HAN IS A PARTY ANIMAL......!!!)
Oh well~~ God bless him ^^
~ying think she going to sleep~
Bonne nuit (Good Night)
Hahaha....been having like 9hours of sleep everyday and is so nice to be able to get up and not worry about time and can just lazy around on the bed till u satisfied only get up and brush your teeth and go down have late breakfast and lunch :P
Then go download some shows and then Facebook and also read newspaper. Then in the evening watch TV and MSN.
At night after dinner, start to read, catch up and get all the question marks topic clear up. Actually I study the whole topic all over again so i get a better picture about the whole god damn it topic...!!! After that just to make sure i fully understand it, i will just do the questions inside the course guide. Oh well...technically i have cover all the 4 topics for Business Finance which is going to be tested soon and hope i truly understand everything ^^
But i am still clueless about International Monetary Economics because i fall asleep twice for reading that book twice...!!!
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Also, is so nice get to chat with Jian Han which now in Aussie, who started is 4th week of class on MSN on Thursdat night.
Hahhaha...he told me he speaks more mandrine and cantonese in Australia more than he does in Malaysia. Reason behind it is all his friends around him that he hang out with are from China or Hong Kong. *sad for him*
Also complain that he cant find anyone to company him to study because no one care about study when there are tonnes of parties and bars all around and all is within his area :P
(I know u reading, JIAN HAN IS A PARTY ANIMAL......!!!)
Oh well~~ God bless him ^^
~ying think she going to sleep~
Bonne nuit (Good Night)
My Dreams.......
Okay this few days... maybe i should change it to this few nights, I think I have really good night of sleep as I dream and I remember what i dream after i wake up.
On Tuesday night, my dream was really weird (according to Clem :P) and seriously i think the ending of the dream confirm 100% is me, Ying...!!! Okay it started of like this, i woke up because it was heavy rain outside and i think the thunder wake me up. Since i sleep at one side of the bed which is my face facing the left side of the wall. Guess what, my wall have some sort of bubble and it looks watery. So i touch it and yes indeed, the water flow like as if it is some wall decoration waterfall kinda thing. I got scare so i looked at my sister which sleeping soundly and i realised all the 4 walls of my room have the same "effect"......!!! So i wonder and ponder awhile and then I CONTINUE SLEEP...!!! *swt*
What the hell man?! How can I actually SLEEP?!
Only reason make me dream of water and rain could be the amount of rain we get from the past 2 weeks...!!!
Next is yesterday night's (Thursday) dream. This is a scary one... I think is more like a nightmare than dream. I couldn't remember what izzit all about but is about ghxxt...!!! (I dare not say as i am downstairs all alone and is late already :P) I think i was kidnap by them and something...!!! I got disturb and wake up feeling scare and mind keep having some ugly and scare faces flashing in my mind and it took me awhile to get back to sleep.
Gosh... I swear next week I wont watch the NTV7's 9pm show anymore. Is horrible and even now for me to type this out, I feel SCARE......!!!
Hope tonight i have a good night sleep and hope is a sweet and nice pleasent one....!!! Some country side view, with a relaxing mood......etc.
~ying hope for sweet dreams~
On Tuesday night, my dream was really weird (according to Clem :P) and seriously i think the ending of the dream confirm 100% is me, Ying...!!! Okay it started of like this, i woke up because it was heavy rain outside and i think the thunder wake me up. Since i sleep at one side of the bed which is my face facing the left side of the wall. Guess what, my wall have some sort of bubble and it looks watery. So i touch it and yes indeed, the water flow like as if it is some wall decoration waterfall kinda thing. I got scare so i looked at my sister which sleeping soundly and i realised all the 4 walls of my room have the same "effect"......!!! So i wonder and ponder awhile and then I CONTINUE SLEEP...!!! *swt*
What the hell man?! How can I actually SLEEP?!
Only reason make me dream of water and rain could be the amount of rain we get from the past 2 weeks...!!!
Next is yesterday night's (Thursday) dream. This is a scary one... I think is more like a nightmare than dream. I couldn't remember what izzit all about but is about ghxxt...!!! (I dare not say as i am downstairs all alone and is late already :P) I think i was kidnap by them and something...!!! I got disturb and wake up feeling scare and mind keep having some ugly and scare faces flashing in my mind and it took me awhile to get back to sleep.
Gosh... I swear next week I wont watch the NTV7's 9pm show anymore. Is horrible and even now for me to type this out, I feel SCARE......!!!
Hope tonight i have a good night sleep and hope is a sweet and nice pleasent one....!!! Some country side view, with a relaxing mood......etc.
~ying hope for sweet dreams~
Monday, March 16, 2009
Lead me miss France........
On the Saturday me and Nic worked at KLCC for FACON education fair. So gather with him and Alain in college and then we head to KLCC at 10am. It was fun and yet tiring because need to wear high heels whole day and have to stand to give out broaches.
Anyway that is not the best part, the best part is when almost the end, Alain and Jayson (counselor for marketing department) they ask both of us act like we are some student which curious about their courses and fee aka to be spy :P (i love doing it but talking and act innocent and tell lie it feel suck...!!!) The best thing about Nic say is "Hi, i am an Alevel student...." what the hell man...!!! He is not an Alevel student :P he is from SAM and i started to laugh with him once we are away from KDU College.
Back to the topic of why and how and what make me have that sudden feeling of "I miss France" is when i sneak out from work for while to explore myself around :P Then i found something which say "Alliances Francaises" poster and it state there Malaisie which sounded French to me and so decided to check it out and found out that is an official French language center which under the Ambassade de France en Malaisie.
That indian dude standing over there promoting the institution asked me a couple of question and he asked me to introduce myself in French. So i tired it with a real broken French and i tell u......!!! *hilarious* Of cause before i go say bye in French to him and a French lady who i assume worked in the language center. I can tell u now I am glad that I study my French one night before the exam when I am in France and thank god Clem aka our one night French teacher helped us...!!! Or else i don't think i dare to tell that guy that i just back from a France Study Tour :P
A la tienne!!! (cheers!!!)
(Ying's French Private Limited)
(Ying's French Private Limited)
Thursday, March 12, 2009
I hate it.......!!!
I feel really sleepy n tired right now but due to the menstrual pain i couldn't sleep cause the pain is so annoying...!!!
How would I wish can have some pamper right now... Like "dear...is so painful :(" *with some pitiful face* maybe in return can get some sayang or petting ^^ That will be a nice and effective manja treatment which may cure my pain temporarily :P
Anyway, will try to sleep now since tonight not going to online and i dont feel like study and some more tomorrow got Business Finance visiting lecturer. His class must go because he was the one who evaluate my business presentation this evening in Room 2.1.
Alright, that's all for tonight.
~ying wish to be pamper~
How would I wish can have some pamper right now... Like "dear...is so painful :(" *with some pitiful face* maybe in return can get some sayang or petting ^^ That will be a nice and effective manja treatment which may cure my pain temporarily :P
Anyway, will try to sleep now since tonight not going to online and i dont feel like study and some more tomorrow got Business Finance visiting lecturer. His class must go because he was the one who evaluate my business presentation this evening in Room 2.1.
Alright, that's all for tonight.
~ying wish to be pamper~
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
FINALLY DONE.....
FINALLY.... i am done with all my study tour work from business report to reflective journal and business presentation.
So finally can concentrate on my studies, which is only the 4 main subjects which i am going to sit for test and exam ^^
Have to start to study and do lots and lots of revision already... Study tour work really take out a lot of my time and is really stressful in terms of the amount of things that u need to read n do research and come out with attractive recommendation.
Finally... I officially done with all the France stuff and i dont need to Google and read things like "France Labour Law" and all the really boring stuff. Before i go for this tour all the work n assessment it looks really easy n it doesnt seem hard till i experiences it :(
Anyway, really need to focus on this sem major and also next week is holiday. So i think I should make full use of my one week of holiday with minimum nonsense...!!! *come on ying...!!!*
Alright, that's all... I am really happy and also happy about Micheal Gangemi comment that our presentation is good and he like it. Only thing he question us is that "He know Disneyland in Paris is not doing good and why we think of getting Genting into France or Germany?"
Oh well.... Is just a purposal... :P
~ying want to be a PIGGY~
(Go sleep.... :P)
So finally can concentrate on my studies, which is only the 4 main subjects which i am going to sit for test and exam ^^
Have to start to study and do lots and lots of revision already... Study tour work really take out a lot of my time and is really stressful in terms of the amount of things that u need to read n do research and come out with attractive recommendation.
Finally... I officially done with all the France stuff and i dont need to Google and read things like "France Labour Law" and all the really boring stuff. Before i go for this tour all the work n assessment it looks really easy n it doesnt seem hard till i experiences it :(
Anyway, really need to focus on this sem major and also next week is holiday. So i think I should make full use of my one week of holiday with minimum nonsense...!!! *come on ying...!!!*
Alright, that's all... I am really happy and also happy about Micheal Gangemi comment that our presentation is good and he like it. Only thing he question us is that "He know Disneyland in Paris is not doing good and why we think of getting Genting into France or Germany?"
Oh well.... Is just a purposal... :P
~ying want to be a PIGGY~
(Go sleep.... :P)
Thursday, March 5, 2009
FOOD FOOD FOOD n FOOD
this is nice.... is a must to grab if i go back to my dad's hometown, Johor
all this dessert is so yummy, this is a new shop in ss15 (near my college) it called SnowFlake. the ower is from taiwan and all his ingredient is organic (that is what is stated in the huge poster on the wall and promoted by the pormoter). will tell u which is the best dessert....
this is one special and is my favourite - soya ice kacang, the ice (white thing) is made out of soya bean (my favourite drinks) and it is so nicely blended (so smooth) and it mix with red bean and some cincao which u can see on the side of the bowl.... FABOULAS...!!!
this one was so so.... i only like the orange and yellowish-brown rice ball on top of the cincao flavoured ice. apparently, both rice ball is made out of some organic thing which i didnt get what izzit.... and trust me is great as well....
hmmm.... this one i dont really like it. 1st of all i dont like "tou fu far" only like the bubble tea ball inside the dessert. (i forgotten to take my own drinks :( which is also another nice good drink. it is called the lime honey juices which tasted really special and is not like the typical lime juice we get in those hacker stall.... LOVE IT...!!!
hmmm....some self-made rice ball on the 15th day of Chinese New Year... this represent "UNITED" i suppose that is what it means O.o Normally u find it should be round (sphere to be correct), not in LOVE shape... Me and my little sis did it for fun and everyone in the family get 2 hearts each...
GOSH....... this is the best STAY i have ever taste before and is less fat...!!! but is a little pricey as compare to the normal stay we get in the mamak stall. This shop is some where in PJ (people nomally call that place "the State") where across this shop u get another famous shop which sell really good duck rice (during weekend is normally full)....
hmmm....I love this one as well... is called the "tong ku man mian" aka steamed mushroom mee (i think that is how u translate). this was my dinner when i accompany my mum to bring my see for some chinese tradisional doctor in Taman Mega... (LOVE IT AS WELL...!!!)
This one is really special.... is called the "salted egg tou fu"
GOSH....... this is the best STAY i have ever taste before and is less fat...!!! but is a little pricey as compare to the normal stay we get in the mamak stall. This shop is some where in PJ (people nomally call that place "the State") where across this shop u get another famous shop which sell really good duck rice (during weekend is normally full)....hmmm....I love this one as well... is called the "tong ku man mian" aka steamed mushroom mee (i think that is how u translate). this was my dinner when i accompany my mum to bring my see for some chinese tradisional doctor in Taman Mega... (LOVE IT AS WELL...!!!)This one is really special.... is called the "salted egg tou fu"Apparently this restaurant, the hire some cheif from Kuang Zhou, China to cook all the dishes in the menu. But is very very expensive, me and Adrian got shock of our life when we pay the bill in the end of the day......!!! (In the menu, u dont see prices stated anywhere :P)
this one is also very very nice.... is from the same shop called "Guan Di" which located in Kota Damansara. I forgotten what name is this but same comment is nice but is super expensive...!!!there is this another dishes called the "salted egg pastry with duck meat" also tested really nice and also super special, why i say special because i dont think u can get it anywhere unless u get urslef into that shop and u cant find a word that can actually describe the taste of the whole duck dish... (technically i dont know the duck dish is nice or special....) o.O
Thus, now u know why i so worry about me getting fat?!
I am like so hungry ghost after u back from France. Guess what all this pictures is only like what less than 5% of the good and nice foods that i have been eating.
And during CNY, i went to a few dinner and some gathering lunch as well...
So ying's dictionary is only FOOD FOOD FOOD and FOOD...!!! *speechless*
~ying trying to slim down~
Monday, March 2, 2009
Awww~~~ Is so accurate...!!!
Gosh.... This is seriously interesting and is extremely accurate my dear friends...!!!
If you want the same Email just let me know... I will be so glad to share it with you....
I love to read horoscope but sometimes i don't find it like 100% accurate... But this one... It really surprise me and I am impressed....
魔羯座
年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。
魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出.
朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）
魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜些朋友.
他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。
感情（超级白痴)
魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出'我爱你'或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。
当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们．
~ying just love this Email~
(Thank you JenZi)
If you want the same Email just let me know... I will be so glad to share it with you....
I love to read horoscope but sometimes i don't find it like 100% accurate... But this one... It really surprise me and I am impressed....
魔羯座
年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。
魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出.
朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）
魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜些朋友.
他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。
感情（超级白痴)
魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出'我爱你'或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。
当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们．
~ying just love this Email~
(Thank you JenZi)
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Tired...... (K)
好久没写中文部落个了。
不知道为何突然间会想起写中文，也许是希望隐瞒一些东西吧。。。
今天早特别早起身，因为妈妈需要我的帮忙，而且NengChing 也会过来我家与我一起讨论我们的assignment. 所以没办法还是得起来，虽然昨晚很迟才睡，今早也很不甘愿的从床头爬起来。。。载我的妹妹去补习，买早餐。。。虽然当我驾车时，我很爱睡但还是必须好好驾车。
从八点早上一直对着那四四方方的电脑，我的头脑差一点就快要抗议然后罢工。但是还好我的Windows Messenger 一直都在开着，朋友们偶尔间给我一点点的笑话 "ampuan tuanku...." by WaiKit, "ying, have i ask the cake money from u" by KaiJin....etc. 让我哭笑不得。。。
然后当我正的快要放弃我手上全部的工作，然后去睡觉时，clem 刚好上网我就距续聊天咯。。。
但是好景不长久，因为我说错一句话而我又不知要如何处理。。。我又很累，又没天分在安慰一个在生气的人。所以只好离开，让彼此冷静。。。
果然，冷静是最好的办法。。。^^
~颖欣上~
不知道为何突然间会想起写中文，也许是希望隐瞒一些东西吧。。。
今天早特别早起身，因为妈妈需要我的帮忙，而且NengChing 也会过来我家与我一起讨论我们的assignment. 所以没办法还是得起来，虽然昨晚很迟才睡，今早也很不甘愿的从床头爬起来。。。载我的妹妹去补习，买早餐。。。虽然当我驾车时，我很爱睡但还是必须好好驾车。
从八点早上一直对着那四四方方的电脑，我的头脑差一点就快要抗议然后罢工。但是还好我的Windows Messenger 一直都在开着，朋友们偶尔间给我一点点的笑话 "ampuan tuanku...." by WaiKit, "ying, have i ask the cake money from u" by KaiJin....etc. 让我哭笑不得。。。
然后当我正的快要放弃我手上全部的工作，然后去睡觉时，clem 刚好上网我就距续聊天咯。。。
但是好景不长久，因为我说错一句话而我又不知要如何处理。。。我又很累，又没天分在安慰一个在生气的人。所以只好离开，让彼此冷静。。。
果然，冷静是最好的办法。。。^^
~颖欣上~
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Gastic...?!
Gastric probably is the very last thing u will hear from me because when i am hungry, i will definitely need to go get food.
But this happened to me on the 25/02/2009. *swt...*
The pain started this morning when i got up at around 10.45am. But the pain went off after awhile. So i didnt bother and didnt eat as well till like 1.04pm.
Partly because today i suppose to be vegetarian for half a day, but in the morning i couldnt find any vegetarian food on the table. So i waited till noon and only drink water n try to complete my work.
In the noon after my lunch and medicine, i started to feel the same pain again. This time it get worse as time pass. The pain really kills me but i cant figure out what went wrong and so helpless. (If i were to know whats wrong, i am a doctor ad...)
Anyway, till night at about 9.30pm, the pain is still there even after meal and i started to get worried. So i decided to go to a doctor which is near my house.
The doctor said "girl, is gastric..." "dont eat oily, spicy and also dont take anything that contains milk till u recover" "soya bean is the best k...."
Hahha.... i give her a smile and say "yes...soya bean is my favour drink :)"
I hope tomorrow morning i will get better so that i can get myself to class. As tomorrow Macroeconomics is an important lesson.
~get well soon Ying~
But this happened to me on the 25/02/2009. *swt...*
The pain started this morning when i got up at around 10.45am. But the pain went off after awhile. So i didnt bother and didnt eat as well till like 1.04pm.
Partly because today i suppose to be vegetarian for half a day, but in the morning i couldnt find any vegetarian food on the table. So i waited till noon and only drink water n try to complete my work.
In the noon after my lunch and medicine, i started to feel the same pain again. This time it get worse as time pass. The pain really kills me but i cant figure out what went wrong and so helpless. (If i were to know whats wrong, i am a doctor ad...)
Anyway, till night at about 9.30pm, the pain is still there even after meal and i started to get worried. So i decided to go to a doctor which is near my house.
The doctor said "girl, is gastric..." "dont eat oily, spicy and also dont take anything that contains milk till u recover" "soya bean is the best k...."
Hahha.... i give her a smile and say "yes...soya bean is my favour drink :)"
I hope tomorrow morning i will get better so that i can get myself to class. As tomorrow Macroeconomics is an important lesson.
~get well soon Ying~
Saturday, February 21, 2009
"MY MAXIS" please appear on my phone...!!!
Gosh... Maxis is upgrading their service in my area...!!! I should be happy and glad about that because in future i will have better services but the thing is that due to this upgrade my phone down....!!!!
My screen appear "No Network Courage" :(
(So annoying......!!!)
I cant message anyone, cant get anyone's message, no one can call me and i cant call out also....!!!
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And so coincident, because of this out of order, got so many people want to call me.
Only time my phone show courage is when i get myself out of my area. I was so happy and glad that i went out for dinner last night because i get to use my phone to message and know who has been calling me and settle so many things in that 1.5hours.
This morning Richie so smart. He called my house phone to ask me go out with him and his gf and WayWen for movie. Only then he found out that my phone out of order. But i am not going out because i dont want to be a light bulb.
So from there news started to spread, and WayWen also call my house phone and ask me did Kelvin Thum call me to tell me that those Taiwanese people will be coming down from Penang to KL? And he want us to meet up with him... They will be staying somewhere near my house area. (Tommy's empty house) *question mark... question mark...*
Haha...after finish talking to WayWen, i called Kelvin (cant get through) and so i call LeikHong to confrim that statement. Oh well... Is true that they coming down to KL due to some reason. Thus, tonight have to help out with handling those Taiwan people because i am part of the Rotaract District IS (International Service) Team. Most likely it will be in Tommy's place. (Kelvin later on also call my house phone, should be LeikHong tell him about it)
Wanted to not go out tonight and just continue be geek... But looks like not tonight :(
Have to go to Tommy's place and meet up with Taiwanese and then also my DRR and my boss and also all the rotaract people since i stay so near... (Hehehe...hope my phone works ^^)
Think about it, luckily yesterday night i didnt follow James go up to Penang for this Taiwanese Good Year Visit. (I was suppose to travel up to Penang but due to homework, i have to forgone it.) If i did go to Penang, it will be waste of time for me to go up and then come back to KL again. ^^
So... After all, as part of a member of the IS team i did something for the district for this whole 2008/2009 term ^^
~ying wish her phone is working~
My screen appear "No Network Courage" :(
(So annoying......!!!)
I cant message anyone, cant get anyone's message, no one can call me and i cant call out also....!!!
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And so coincident, because of this out of order, got so many people want to call me.
Only time my phone show courage is when i get myself out of my area. I was so happy and glad that i went out for dinner last night because i get to use my phone to message and know who has been calling me and settle so many things in that 1.5hours.
This morning Richie so smart. He called my house phone to ask me go out with him and his gf and WayWen for movie. Only then he found out that my phone out of order. But i am not going out because i dont want to be a light bulb.
So from there news started to spread, and WayWen also call my house phone and ask me did Kelvin Thum call me to tell me that those Taiwanese people will be coming down from Penang to KL? And he want us to meet up with him... They will be staying somewhere near my house area. (Tommy's empty house) *question mark... question mark...*
Haha...after finish talking to WayWen, i called Kelvin (cant get through) and so i call LeikHong to confrim that statement. Oh well... Is true that they coming down to KL due to some reason. Thus, tonight have to help out with handling those Taiwan people because i am part of the Rotaract District IS (International Service) Team. Most likely it will be in Tommy's place. (Kelvin later on also call my house phone, should be LeikHong tell him about it)
Wanted to not go out tonight and just continue be geek... But looks like not tonight :(
Have to go to Tommy's place and meet up with Taiwanese and then also my DRR and my boss and also all the rotaract people since i stay so near... (Hehehe...hope my phone works ^^)
Think about it, luckily yesterday night i didnt follow James go up to Penang for this Taiwanese Good Year Visit. (I was suppose to travel up to Penang but due to homework, i have to forgone it.) If i did go to Penang, it will be waste of time for me to go up and then come back to KL again. ^^
So... After all, as part of a member of the IS team i did something for the district for this whole 2008/2009 term ^^
~ying wish her phone is working~
Friday, February 20, 2009
Happy Birthday, Brother...!!!
Oh yeah.... this will be my 200 posts ^^
Hahha..... Anyway, this is not the main topic for today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER, JUN ZE......!!!
~ying rushing to college~
(making dragonfruit's cheesecake later)
Hahha..... Anyway, this is not the main topic for today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER, JUN ZE......!!!
~ying rushing to college~
(making dragonfruit's cheesecake later)
Dont know what to do?!
Got lot to say.....
But dont know how to express it.....
Worry about lots of factors.....
Is what i said going to be some form of pressure?!
Hurt that person feelings?!
Being mean and nasty?!
Dont want things end up very ugly......
And cause unhappy consequences and regret in life again......
~ying is confuse~
But dont know how to express it.....
Worry about lots of factors.....
Is what i said going to be some form of pressure?!
Hurt that person feelings?!
Being mean and nasty?!
Dont want things end up very ugly......
And cause unhappy consequences and regret in life again......
~ying is confuse~
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Ying going Bankrupt?! I won something :P
Is raining so heavily right now....
Thus, i am stuck in the college and now i am in the library...!!!
Haiz... First of all is that even i have a car now, i cant walk to my car. More over i didnt drive today!!!
Second thing is that i don't have an umbrella with me. Even if i did, i don't think it will protect me from the rain and eventually i will still be wet.
Technically, in conclusion, is to tell you how heavy is the rain right now. And when is raining, u don't want to walk out from your house, building and etc. Cause of the lightning and thunder.....
Anyway, back to the story. Why the hell am i so broke this two months?!
Gosh, now is like the 19th day of February and i have already go to the ATM and redraw money for like 6th time. The bank is earning some money because i redrawn more than 4 times already.
I really wonder why i took out so much cash, other than my hair treatment. I don't know where the hell i spend all my money on?! I didn't go shopping, i didn't get myself anything new or get any new shoes?!
On January, i spend on my text books and course guide and on my new financial calculator (RM100). Spending or invest your money on knowledge is pretty reasonable. As because that is your best asset for your whole entire life. ^^
BUT.............. This month?! Where the hell all my money gone to?!
Gosh...don't tell me, i am going to declare bankrupt at such young age?!
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Wait a second, i forgotten something ^^
(My life isn't that sad after all....)
I won myself a Exclusive Limited Edition Polo T-Shirt for the movie Valkyrie ^^
This is a contest held by the Malaysian Today news paper and i enter the contest out of bordem.
Still remember there is this one fine Saturday, i went back to college to be student helper and during working hours, we go online and then I register myself so that i can win Bride War's Baby T-shirt.
Now instead of that, i won something else which i sign up for fun and it was suggested by Xaron. *LOL*
~ying going poor~
(O.o)
"YES, YING JUST DO IT"
Gosh... this week is a disaster for me...
Like i said, i never feel so stressful for my study for a very long time...!!! Although sometime or most of the time i tell people that i got lot to do and blah blah blah and all the upcoming exam and all. And I make it sounded really hectic life but trust me, deep down inside my heart i know i still can breath and I am not going to be suffocate due to the amount of work i need to deal with. I really know that i can handle and afford to do some Chicky stuff at time and have some fun as well.
This time around, maybe i take it took easily at the beginning of this sem. Maybe serves me right for not looking into my studies seriously after i back from France and i miss almost 2 weeks of classes. So now in some subject i am pretty lost...!!!
Yesterday i finally collect my Academic Transcript and i saw my CGPA is only 3.1. Haiz...I think in order to get my aim of CGPA of 3.4 i really need to focus RIGHT NOW...!!!
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I think CGPA is my new aim for this year and i finally (i think) get motivated to head towards 3.4 CGPA ^^
"YES, YING JUST DO IT......!!!"
And due to that yesterday in Business Finance tutorial class, i get to focus even though i was really hungry and I understand all the questions which at starts sounds really hard. At night, when i revise it, I understand what am i doing.
I tell u that is the best part of my life, besides found someone that care for u ^^
(I think i got food poisoning, or just stomach not feeling well. Yesterday night in total i go to the toilet 4 times... And this morning my whole stomach feel weird as well...!!!
Hopefully it will be alright soon. Or else i need to go to the doctor before i get dehydrated)
~ying finally found her aim for 2009~
(3 more subjects to go)
Like i said, i never feel so stressful for my study for a very long time...!!! Although sometime or most of the time i tell people that i got lot to do and blah blah blah and all the upcoming exam and all. And I make it sounded really hectic life but trust me, deep down inside my heart i know i still can breath and I am not going to be suffocate due to the amount of work i need to deal with. I really know that i can handle and afford to do some Chicky stuff at time and have some fun as well.
This time around, maybe i take it took easily at the beginning of this sem. Maybe serves me right for not looking into my studies seriously after i back from France and i miss almost 2 weeks of classes. So now in some subject i am pretty lost...!!!
Yesterday i finally collect my Academic Transcript and i saw my CGPA is only 3.1. Haiz...I think in order to get my aim of CGPA of 3.4 i really need to focus RIGHT NOW...!!!
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I think CGPA is my new aim for this year and i finally (i think) get motivated to head towards 3.4 CGPA ^^
"YES, YING JUST DO IT......!!!"
And due to that yesterday in Business Finance tutorial class, i get to focus even though i was really hungry and I understand all the questions which at starts sounds really hard. At night, when i revise it, I understand what am i doing.
I tell u that is the best part of my life, besides found someone that care for u ^^
(I think i got food poisoning, or just stomach not feeling well. Yesterday night in total i go to the toilet 4 times... And this morning my whole stomach feel weird as well...!!!
Hopefully it will be alright soon. Or else i need to go to the doctor before i get dehydrated)
~ying finally found her aim for 2009~
(3 more subjects to go)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Tuesday is SUCk.....!!!
Yesterday i finally realised that International Monetary Economics class is not a joking and easy class or subject. IS SO HARD.......!!!
Is either this is a very hard subject or because we need Macroeconomics2 as a back up.
But no matter how, right now i have to accept the fact that "Ying, is time to study and be serious with this subject :("
Sigh.... and yesterday night i was really stress and my brain keep telling me to read read read and read.... dont stop.... but i know my brain is not working and not absorbing anything i reading and today (Tuesday) is going to be a long day for me. If i dont get enough rest for today, i am sure i will feel tired the next morning n i wont be able to focus in class...!!!
I messaged Clem and was like literally telling him how stress am i, i dont understand that subject and complaining (i think that is how to describe it...) and i feel really bad after that when i think about it at night before i sleep and also feel damn bad in the morning. :(
I think you actually make people feel stress and that person u complain to is innocent. He or she has no obligation to listen to ur restless feeling, emotional unstable feeling, helpless feeling or what so ever u want to term that as... That person can be expecting something nice or comfort words from u after such long tiring day but the only thing u talking and complain about is ur stressful feeling and all the negative statement which will make the innocent person feel even more sick...!!!
And at that moment, people may be scare of u...!!! o.O
Haiz...... Sigh......
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Anyway, luckily I listen to what Clem said and go to bed early.
This morning i have the energy to last me till 3pm which is my final class of the day.
Thank you Nic for sending me home again and for helping with the 2 heavy library book.
I really need to be a GEEK and HAVE A NICE DATE WITH ALL THE HEAVY BOOKS TONIGHT......!!! (dont laugh UY and Nic...!!!)
(I am so scare that i fail anyone of the subject and the consequences I will loose my scholarship for next semester...) :(
~ying need to do yoga~
Is either this is a very hard subject or because we need Macroeconomics2 as a back up.
But no matter how, right now i have to accept the fact that "Ying, is time to study and be serious with this subject :("
Sigh.... and yesterday night i was really stress and my brain keep telling me to read read read and read.... dont stop.... but i know my brain is not working and not absorbing anything i reading and today (Tuesday) is going to be a long day for me. If i dont get enough rest for today, i am sure i will feel tired the next morning n i wont be able to focus in class...!!!
I messaged Clem and was like literally telling him how stress am i, i dont understand that subject and complaining (i think that is how to describe it...) and i feel really bad after that when i think about it at night before i sleep and also feel damn bad in the morning. :(
I think you actually make people feel stress and that person u complain to is innocent. He or she has no obligation to listen to ur restless feeling, emotional unstable feeling, helpless feeling or what so ever u want to term that as... That person can be expecting something nice or comfort words from u after such long tiring day but the only thing u talking and complain about is ur stressful feeling and all the negative statement which will make the innocent person feel even more sick...!!!
And at that moment, people may be scare of u...!!! o.O
Haiz...... Sigh......
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Anyway, luckily I listen to what Clem said and go to bed early.
This morning i have the energy to last me till 3pm which is my final class of the day.
Thank you Nic for sending me home again and for helping with the 2 heavy library book.
I really need to be a GEEK and HAVE A NICE DATE WITH ALL THE HEAVY BOOKS TONIGHT......!!! (dont laugh UY and Nic...!!!)
(I am so scare that i fail anyone of the subject and the consequences I will loose my scholarship for next semester...) :(
~ying need to do yoga~
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Valentine's Day
This morning, 14th Feb 2009, 11.45am (come on i am still sleep, so is still morning...!!!) i got a call.
Is a malay guy voice on the other side of the phone say:
"Ini, Ying Xin?"
"Awak kah mana sekarang?"
"Rumah..." (sleepy voice)
"Sekarang saya kah luar rumah awak...."
"Boleh keluar ambil rose...."
"okay... Boleh boleh..."
*completely stone face*
*still damn blur*
*eye not even open* (half open actually, but since my eye so small it doesn't really matter)
*look out the window*
(eh...ya wor...someone is outside)
I run down and then my mind still thinking. My flower?!
From who?! No one tell me about it?!
If isn't mine why he call my mobile phone?!
*still clueless*
(no key?! shit....!!!)
I run up and up-side-down all my hand bags and finally found my key.....!!!
After bring it in and open up the card..........
My face looks even more stone n i had to rub my eye twice and read it for the second time....!!!
(Trust me...if any photographer see my face n capture it down, it will be the golden moment....!!!)
And the best thing of all is that i run down to get my flower with pyjamas, messy hair.... that is the worse moment i ever have before i step out from my house...!!!
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Hahhaha..... I am sure now who ever reading this will be cursing me....!!!
"Ying, who is that guy la......" (Shxt, FxxK.....etc)
:P is for me to know and for u to find out.......
Only can say that is a very sweet and touching and really unexpected delivery from so far away and is from a really nice guy....
Hope u guys had a nice, sweet and surprising Valentine...!!!
(I had mine....) *wink*
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Had dinner with my family tonight....
So stop or even try to ask me where i go and who am i with n try to link the sweet flower guy :P
~ying got a shock of her life~
Is a malay guy voice on the other side of the phone say:
"Ini, Ying Xin?"
"Awak kah mana sekarang?"
"Rumah..." (sleepy voice)
"Sekarang saya kah luar rumah awak...."
"Boleh keluar ambil rose...."
"okay... Boleh boleh..."
*completely stone face*
*still damn blur*
*eye not even open* (half open actually, but since my eye so small it doesn't really matter)
*look out the window*
(eh...ya wor...someone is outside)
I run down and then my mind still thinking. My flower?!
From who?! No one tell me about it?!
If isn't mine why he call my mobile phone?!
*still clueless*
(no key?! shit....!!!)
I run up and up-side-down all my hand bags and finally found my key.....!!!
After bring it in and open up the card..........
My face looks even more stone n i had to rub my eye twice and read it for the second time....!!!
(Trust me...if any photographer see my face n capture it down, it will be the golden moment....!!!)
And the best thing of all is that i run down to get my flower with pyjamas, messy hair.... that is the worse moment i ever have before i step out from my house...!!!
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Hahhaha..... I am sure now who ever reading this will be cursing me....!!!
"Ying, who is that guy la......" (Shxt, FxxK.....etc)
:P is for me to know and for u to find out.......
Only can say that is a very sweet and touching and really unexpected delivery from so far away and is from a really nice guy....
Hope u guys had a nice, sweet and surprising Valentine...!!!
(I had mine....) *wink*
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Had dinner with my family tonight....
So stop or even try to ask me where i go and who am i with n try to link the sweet flower guy :P
~ying got a shock of her life~
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Is "2007" not "2009"
Ermp.... One to make some Public Relation for my Blog......!!!
I got a call mid-night from WengLee and ask me am I okay or not?!
I was like?! Whats going on?!
After he explain i realised.........
My Once Upon A Time (yesterday's post) post over there it stated as 12/2/2007.
Is dated 2007......!!! Dear, darling, ladies and gentlemen of all ages is 2 years ago :)
~ying is PR-ing~
I got a call mid-night from WengLee and ask me am I okay or not?!
I was like?! Whats going on?!
After he explain i realised.........
My Once Upon A Time (yesterday's post) post over there it stated as 12/2/2007.
Is dated 2007......!!! Dear, darling, ladies and gentlemen of all ages is 2 years ago :)
~ying is PR-ing~
"DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE n DRIVE........"
okay.... would like to keep this K.I.S.S (keep it short and simple)
My day..... (13/02/09)
Back to college for replacement class....
Then lunch with another 4guys friends of mine....
I meet up with sister and then drove home so my poor sick brother can have his lunch....
Then at 2pm went for facial.... and i drove to Taipan....
After that need to collect camera from PJ.... Drive again....
When come back to Subang, I used NPE to skip the peek hour jam....
Drop by Sunway to collect cakes.... (thanks kaijin...!!!)
Pick up sister from school before i go home and drop those cakes....
Then drive to mum's office....
Back home, then get ready for tonight at James's place....
At around 8pm, use NPE again to go to James's place....
Then after everything finish, I drive on Federal Highway to get myself back to Subang safely (only 80km/j).... (Not sure i safe on the road while driving or i am safe because i get back home in one piece?!) *wonder*
I seriously believe that it is not that bad for u to drive when you are drunk as compare to when you are sleepy......!!!
~ying miss walking somehow?!?!~ O.o
(enjoy peeling my leg's death skin :P)
My day..... (13/02/09)
Back to college for replacement class....
Then lunch with another 4guys friends of mine....
I meet up with sister and then drove home so my poor sick brother can have his lunch....
Then at 2pm went for facial.... and i drove to Taipan....
After that need to collect camera from PJ.... Drive again....
When come back to Subang, I used NPE to skip the peek hour jam....
Drop by Sunway to collect cakes.... (thanks kaijin...!!!)
Pick up sister from school before i go home and drop those cakes....
Then drive to mum's office....
Back home, then get ready for tonight at James's place....
At around 8pm, use NPE again to go to James's place....
Then after everything finish, I drive on Federal Highway to get myself back to Subang safely (only 80km/j).... (Not sure i safe on the road while driving or i am safe because i get back home in one piece?!) *wonder*
I seriously believe that it is not that bad for u to drive when you are drunk as compare to when you are sleepy......!!!
~ying miss walking somehow?!?!~ O.o
(enjoy peeling my leg's death skin :P)
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Once upon a time..........
12/02/2007
A day where i will never forget. A day where i had to go to college and see some people which i really dont wish to see and i still have to be in the same math class with him for 2 hours.
My best friends like Sarah, YokeHan and Angelyn was like looking at me when he enter the class and sat behind. I have to tell them that i am okay and i have to smile and be as usual the Happy Ying. (I think only Angelyn is the only person see me cried in the college, while half way doing our club Valentine's project)
It wasn't that hard for me to focus in all the classes because I know I am sitting for AS Level exam (A-Level 1st exam) and I need to do well in it. So inside the class i keep doing things, work and make myself exhausted, so that i can fall asleep easily at night.
But it was hard...!!! Some times at night no matter how tired am i, i will still cry silently with my pillow on top of head and face down. Cry till i got no tears and eye sore only go to bed.
Then since that day, I lost all kind of confident with guys. I just dont want to get into any relation even along the road i meet so many nice, good guy who treated me with care and really sweet guys.
Seriously, I know all of them drop obvious hint on me. Telling me that "hey ying accept me please" kind of thing but i just act ignorant and I always give a cold respond on their sweet talk or just put some joke over their lame joke to get away from the topic.
I enjoy their company when I want to go watch movie and I cant find anyone to company me. Or just go out for lunch when they call and so coincident i dont have any plan. So basically, i find myself very evil, mean and unfair to those guys.
But i just cant help it. I just cant gain back those kind of confident, energy, courage and motivation to fall for someone else again. I always say "I AM TIRED OF ALL THIS NONSENSE...!!!"
I try to go after a guy last year, but in the end i give up after awhile because he was trying to sell himself at a high price and thinking that i will be such a silly, clumsy, stupid and ignorant girl who will wait for a guy that is so self-centered?!
(Gosh... Come on.... My name is YING XIN...!!! I am not called STUPID...!!!)
Now, i will just wait and only will do something if i needed to and will see how my life will turn up in the end.
Anyway, HAPPY VELENTINE TO EVEYONE...........!!!!!!
~one last time, Ying is still SINGLE~
(believe it....!!! dont ask me anymore...)
A day where i will never forget. A day where i had to go to college and see some people which i really dont wish to see and i still have to be in the same math class with him for 2 hours.
My best friends like Sarah, YokeHan and Angelyn was like looking at me when he enter the class and sat behind. I have to tell them that i am okay and i have to smile and be as usual the Happy Ying. (I think only Angelyn is the only person see me cried in the college, while half way doing our club Valentine's project)
It wasn't that hard for me to focus in all the classes because I know I am sitting for AS Level exam (A-Level 1st exam) and I need to do well in it. So inside the class i keep doing things, work and make myself exhausted, so that i can fall asleep easily at night.
But it was hard...!!! Some times at night no matter how tired am i, i will still cry silently with my pillow on top of head and face down. Cry till i got no tears and eye sore only go to bed.
Then since that day, I lost all kind of confident with guys. I just dont want to get into any relation even along the road i meet so many nice, good guy who treated me with care and really sweet guys.
Seriously, I know all of them drop obvious hint on me. Telling me that "hey ying accept me please" kind of thing but i just act ignorant and I always give a cold respond on their sweet talk or just put some joke over their lame joke to get away from the topic.
I enjoy their company when I want to go watch movie and I cant find anyone to company me. Or just go out for lunch when they call and so coincident i dont have any plan. So basically, i find myself very evil, mean and unfair to those guys.
But i just cant help it. I just cant gain back those kind of confident, energy, courage and motivation to fall for someone else again. I always say "I AM TIRED OF ALL THIS NONSENSE...!!!"
I try to go after a guy last year, but in the end i give up after awhile because he was trying to sell himself at a high price and thinking that i will be such a silly, clumsy, stupid and ignorant girl who will wait for a guy that is so self-centered?!
(Gosh... Come on.... My name is YING XIN...!!! I am not called STUPID...!!!)
Now, i will just wait and only will do something if i needed to and will see how my life will turn up in the end.
Anyway, HAPPY VELENTINE TO EVEYONE...........!!!!!!
~one last time, Ying is still SINGLE~
(believe it....!!! dont ask me anymore...)
12/02/2009 = Tired Day
Gosh... REALLY WHAT A DAY FOR ME......!!!
Alright, I blogged this morning in the resource center and then went for classes. Tried really hard to concentrate and trust me i did concentrate in class and i understand what teacher talking during the tutorial classes... (thank god...!!!)
After my QA class i went in Student Affair Office to talk to Mark (MSE President). I am suprise when he ask me to take over YES Club President when i am not even a member of that club. Lol... His reason is that i am outstanding enough to build this club up again... O.o
Anyway, really thanks for the kind offer by him and Ms. YeeYee and the rest of them who suggested my name. I really need to focus on my study for this year so i can get the Pro-Vice Chancellor Scholarship to go Australia ^^
Next, i think today Mrs. Winnie's having some mood swing. She technically scolded everyone who go out and write the homework's answer. I tell u my heart pumping so fast when everything she look through the name list and trying to call someone name. (Luckily....!!!)
Thanks to McDonals i had my 1st burger after back from France. They are now having lunch time promotion (12pm to 3pm) where 4 varieties for u to choose and it only RM5.95. I am impress with the McD's marketing team. *well done* No wonder they survive in every corner of the world and even marketing studies in college, we do use Big Mac Index to measure consumption. *big clap*
I think they really did a good advertising, concept and right choice of menu and also the quality i think is still there. The size of the burger remain, coke as well but the fries portion is slightly smaller (i think). But basically i am satisfied...!!! ^^
After lunch those guys as usual go for "toy time" - DOTA aka Computer Games Session...!!!
So I wanted to go Sunway but in the end i didnt cause i very lazy. After asking Baker Cottages and they dont have those cream cake i want i decided either ask KaiJin or John help me order (since they stay across the road) or i drive there at night.
Then i enter into KelvinChan's saloon to cut hair. But in the end i end up sitting there for 3hours and did my hair rebounding and i didnt chat with Clem which i have promise him i will go online. (So sorry, Clem....!!!)
Oh ya...I saw Charis and Sara when i walk pass Starbucks. They were discussing the Study Tour work with another 2 guys who is going to join them for business presentation. So i went in and say hi and then i left.
I think thats all for today. One last thing, thanks KaiJin willing to help me order cakes from Rasberry Cake House.
~ying very tired due to the menstrual pain~
(oh... Ying officially single for 2 years ^^)
Alright, I blogged this morning in the resource center and then went for classes. Tried really hard to concentrate and trust me i did concentrate in class and i understand what teacher talking during the tutorial classes... (thank god...!!!)
After my QA class i went in Student Affair Office to talk to Mark (MSE President). I am suprise when he ask me to take over YES Club President when i am not even a member of that club. Lol... His reason is that i am outstanding enough to build this club up again... O.o
Anyway, really thanks for the kind offer by him and Ms. YeeYee and the rest of them who suggested my name. I really need to focus on my study for this year so i can get the Pro-Vice Chancellor Scholarship to go Australia ^^
Next, i think today Mrs. Winnie's having some mood swing. She technically scolded everyone who go out and write the homework's answer. I tell u my heart pumping so fast when everything she look through the name list and trying to call someone name. (Luckily....!!!)
Thanks to McDonals i had my 1st burger after back from France. They are now having lunch time promotion (12pm to 3pm) where 4 varieties for u to choose and it only RM5.95. I am impress with the McD's marketing team. *well done* No wonder they survive in every corner of the world and even marketing studies in college, we do use Big Mac Index to measure consumption. *big clap*
I think they really did a good advertising, concept and right choice of menu and also the quality i think is still there. The size of the burger remain, coke as well but the fries portion is slightly smaller (i think). But basically i am satisfied...!!! ^^
After lunch those guys as usual go for "toy time" - DOTA aka Computer Games Session...!!!
So I wanted to go Sunway but in the end i didnt cause i very lazy. After asking Baker Cottages and they dont have those cream cake i want i decided either ask KaiJin or John help me order (since they stay across the road) or i drive there at night.
Then i enter into KelvinChan's saloon to cut hair. But in the end i end up sitting there for 3hours and did my hair rebounding and i didnt chat with Clem which i have promise him i will go online. (So sorry, Clem....!!!)
Oh ya...I saw Charis and Sara when i walk pass Starbucks. They were discussing the Study Tour work with another 2 guys who is going to join them for business presentation. So i went in and say hi and then i left.
I think thats all for today. One last thing, thanks KaiJin willing to help me order cakes from Rasberry Cake House.
~ying very tired due to the menstrual pain~
(oh... Ying officially single for 2 years ^^)
WHAT A DAY?! O.o
MORNING everyone...... *with a real stone voice/ gesture*
I didnt sleep well, or maybe i should say i didnt have enough sleep :(
I was doing my work and also was SMS-ing Clem. So i only fall asleep at around 3am and i get up at 7.34am (unwillingly) to get to college with my dad.
Luckily i didnt drive this morning. If i did drive, i think right now my face will be even more stone and pill. Can you believe it that because of a van on fire at Sunway road, the whole Subang, all the main highway jam like no body's business...!!!
(I hate Malaysia's traffic-jam...!!! Thus, if i drive and stuck in a traffic-jam, better not make any lame joke with me, i will KILL you...)
Because is a Subang traffic-jam and i stays in Subang, so my dad manage to skip some part of the jam and then i ask him stop me at the overhead bridge and i walk over to my college. I am so sick of get stuck inside the jam doing nothing and u actually see your college in front of you but u have the "so near yet so far feeling......"
Okay, i reAlly want to go online but i cant because i need to do my Macroeconomics homework. Then after class i need to get myself to Sunway one of the bakery shop with bus to order cream cake for my club's birthday baby and smash it to their face.
(Now i am figuring how can i get myself there and back home with a bus... it has been ages for me to travel around in a bus in Malaysia...)
~ying is speechless, WHAT A DAY?!~
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
I WONDER........... O.o
Am I a emotional person?!
Am I a demanding person?!
Am I a complicating person?!
Am I hard to understand?!
Am I a insincere person?!
Am I a boring person?!
Am I a aggressive person?!
Am I too rational in life?!
Am I a clumsy person?!
Am I a hypocrite?!
~ying is wondering~
(PS: have no idea why suddenly I feel a little emo *sigh*)
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